one more day!!!! i cant wait. i want to party down tomorrow! hehe. i hope that my mom goes out of town hehe. she almost did today so yea ( Read more... )

i am so fucking up set right now. im crying. what the hell i have not cryed and so long and now i do? i work so fucking hard, school work shcol work. and tonight was the last day of class and a friday that i didnt have to work...and what dose my fucking ass do? im sitting at home all dresses up and pretty like a fucking loser. i went to franks cuz ( Read more... )

today was pretty good. school just kinda blows by and then by the time its over the day feels like a summer day like i have all the time to do anything. today was fun. i went swimming at hte pool twise hehe, once just me and janell, and then we layed out and tanned a lil hehe....i got a tan in like 10 min! i think i look cute, i can be all pale ( Read more... )

hte AC in my house was not working for a while so its all hot still....alot of stuff happend today, i got to see alot of people it was fun, i cant wait till summer so i can like gang out with the friends that i most of the time only see in school ( Read more... )

today....i had so many emotions. i didnt get like any sleep last night, and then my mom woke me up all early, and i just now got off work. so yea...im sleep. but once again i have the feeling like i still havfe so much i need to do. i dont want to go to bed ( Read more... )

larry is feeling alot better, and that is good. last night was fun. me and amber went to frnaks house and hung out for a while. then we went back to my house and it was fun and we all stayed the night. frank is so funny. it was werid there was this guy over his house that knows all my fmaily on kent island. and he took a pic of me partying and is ( Read more... )

so i just came home from the emergancy room where my boyfriend was at, he was taken away in an ambulance cuz he got hit in the face playing baseball.....he bleeds easy....so his nose was bleeding soooo much. but really he was ok, just alot of blood, i love him, and im glad that i could be there for him for a change, cuz he is always there to help ( Read more... )

blah! its 10:30 and i still feel like i have so much i need to do before i can sleep. and im so tired but i just cant even picture going night night right now. i can never sleep...damn it all. i need adult swim hehe. ok well its time for my smelly butt to shower...

i jsut got home from franks house. everytime i am on my way home from there i wonder why i left. i mean i have alot here, i good home and everything. but i dont know i just dont feel good here anymore when im here. well...when they are here. i dont know. i didnt get to see larry today. maybe that is what has me down. cuz i really have been down ( Read more... )

im starting to wonder why i try...why i work and why i just go and go and do so much. why do i care? i just want to stay in my room and have no one come in and not ever leave.....i feel so sick. i dont want to wake up, i just want to rest and not have to worry about anything. if i am already feeling this way, its not like its going to get any ( Read more... )