so we looked at a few houses tonight and they all sucked, but we will find the right one. i am having so many mixed feeling about larry right now. i just dont know what to think, he has been annoying me and its like, i am not even excitred really when i am on my way to his house, i dont know. i love him, and i enjoy myself when i am with him for ( Read more... )

my mom has been so bitchy...just yelling for this and that for no reason. so today when i got home from school i cleaned like everything. the house looks so much better. she had been letting to go to crap. and she is looking at these other homes so she can not clean them to. my part of the house will be better looking then hers. i wonder what she ( Read more... )

its been a while sicne my last entry. i have been so busy. work, then shcool, then night school, then my other job ( Read more... )

ok so i am so sick. last n ight i woke up with a temp of like 101.1...and it has been going up and down.i am feeling a bit better now. if i keep getting better i should be able to go to school tomorrow. i hope so cuz i had been looking forowrd to this week that my mom is gone to have fun. and now i get sick. gerr it all.

so yea last night...i got ditched by my mom, but really it worked out for me cuz i got to stay the night at my friend house, and she was ok with it. i dont know if she know that he lives by himself witha room mate and partys just about everynight. it was fun, i got like no sleep. it was fun. and i did pretty good in school....hehe ( Read more... )

so tonight me and larry where watching a movie and my lil sis comes out of my moms room crying. i go to talk to her ...and like i thought it was about ron. mom asked my lil sis if he could come to her game. she siad not and my mom started to cry....a mother should never cry over something like that infront of her 10 year old ( Read more... )

today at school was good. today at work was good. but over all...i have just felt blah today. what is it that i hage against happyness that i push it away. i only got like 45 min with larry today...and they where the best. i really enjoy just laying with him. i have not really had alot of time to spend with him, or anyone for that matter. i feel ( Read more... )

so its 12 now...and i am not sleepy at all....i cant sleep. my mom is still not home. tomorrow is going to suck. i just membered that i have home work. that will be fun to do in 1st pd. i have no idea where my mom is at or when she will be home ( Read more... )

so my mom was going to have ron stay the night...after i told her like a month ago that i didnt want him around the house for "a very long time" ....so i said that i was not going to be there...and then there was drama...well in the end she said that she would have him go back to VA....but i dont know what is going on cus she is still not home and ( Read more... )

so yea. my feeling here kinda hurt today when my mom told me what she is doing on mothers day...she said that she will be here to hang out in the morning but she is going to rons familys to have dinner and shit....so yea fuck her i am just going to go to larrys familys...they are a real family. his mom has been better to me the past year or say ( Read more... )