Very weird things are going on.
Two night ago I woke up.. and I swear im not crazy and I swear this is what I saw with my eyes.. but i sat up i was looking at the wall and my shadow sat up further then i did.. much further, and then came back to me, without me moving. I froze.. It scared the living piss out of me, but I brushed it off as I woke up ( Read more... )

Sooo I WAS going to post an entry, and I WAS going to do some step work.. but my sponsor and my sponsee sister were out at my sponsor's grandmothers house wayyy too late. We got playing this game "Apples to Apples" and we didn't even notice how fast time went by until it was 4:15am. I felt sooo bad that I stayed out so late.. because Donovan tends ( Read more... )

I'm procrastinating big time on getting ready for the meeting and girls night. I don't know if it the postpartum depression or what but I have been pretty down lately. It was bad before and my OB put me on welbutrin, but I swear it's only gotten worse. I have no motivation to leave my bed. It takes everything in me to take care of Donovan fully, ( Read more... )

So I haven't really done this livejournal thing since '04 or '05.. somewhere around that time. I decided, for reasons unknown, to look up one of my old journal's this evening, and read a great deal of entries, and I saw how therapeutic it was to me back then, so why not try it again? It's been suggested to me, by someone whose suggestions I take ( Read more... )