As I sit here right now in my thoughts at the library, I cannot help but wonder, what has put me in this position of feeling so alone. I tend to hate it but at the same time, it is part of the growing process for me I guess. I have now been single going on 3 years. It feels like it was just yesterday that I had just broken up with whom I had ( Read more... )

Her name is Danielle. I had not seen her in 15 years and just happened to find her and sent her a message on Facebook. I must admit I felt pretty stalkerish about it but at this point I said to myself what is the worst that could happen. The next day I get a message from her saying that she was thinking about me randomly and wanted to catch up. I ( Read more... )

Still searching for the one who is always on my mind. Whom that may be? Is it here in Vegas? Europe? It feels like or it actually is a fact that everyone around me is getting married. I am truly happy for them and wish them the best truly I do. I guess i am even more confused about myself of where I am at and where do I want to be. I find someone ( Read more... )

I still remember like it was yesterday. I was about say 14 years old sitting in my dads car riding along the busy LA freeway/ I was glancing through the window and time was passing by. I don't remember where we were headed but I did not care too much as I was just an adolescent 14 year old kid who was more lost than your average 14 year old kid. ( Read more... )

1. Praise yourself, rather than waiting for others to do it ( Read more... )

2016 was a very tough year for me. No matter how you dice it, break ups are always difficult whether you were to blame for or the other person or mutual. I want to start of this new year with a clean slate and start things over and be successful. My current job has given me the opportunities and I am so thankful for it and hope to see where I go ( Read more... )

What a year it has been overall and it has been quite a long time since I have posted on my journal. Where has the time gone? Breaking up with someone you loved was difficult but time will heal all wounds as we have to move forward. The world will continue to spin with or without you. I have learned a lot this year about myself and my journeys from ( Read more... )

Well its been a while since I have put any updates here on my life or anything in particular ( Read more... )

Well all good things do come to an end but also its a path for a new beginning. As much as I wanted to work it out with her, I just could not take it anymore with the differences and arguments. I just got tired of it and I know there is one out there who can appreciate for who I am. I was about to make one of the biggest moves of my life but got to ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the day that Elisha comes in town. I would be lying if I said I was not nervous but I am. I should be at ease but we both have big decisions to make and I hope we both come to a good conclusion for the both of us. I am laying here in bed staring at the clock and counting down the hours till she arrives :). I really hope this is the one ( Read more... )