There is too much going on in my mind. I don’t enjoy much of anything lately. Over the past several months I thought I had taken steps forward but it just seems as if I am back at square one. I got away from my family and I don’t blow 10 grams on a weekly basis. Which is definitely a good thing but I am not one bit happier ( Read more... )

AND IM STUCK IN FLORIDA! FUCK YOU SNOW!...TILL FUCKING TUESDAY OR WEDNESDAY! I AM GOING CRAZY!!!

Ok, im going crazy. I can't take it anymore. I can't deal with sitting and watching my parents get drunk while im the fucking designated driver. Thats just, not fair! When I get back tomorrow as soon as i get off the plane ( at 3pm) I want a BIG drink and like 8 lines. It wont happen. Well, maybe the drink but we shall see. It's so boring ( Read more... )

I wish I could go to sleep and wake up in August. Either that or I wish I was a Dior Homme model. Both, NEVER going to happen.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I wanted to eat healthy and actually eat healthy. I did, for serious.
I didn't eat all day and then........................


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Im going fucking insane. Im so boRED! Just because it's christmas or because there is some snow on the ground doesn't mean you can't leave your house! Can we please fucking do something!?

I'm bored, what is new. Imogen, Maria, and Sarah are all home now. I'm all alone :-(. I hate being alone. Anybody who wants to have sleep overs or stay here COME! hehe. What is everybody doing for new years? I don't think I have one memorable New Years yet. I want to remember this one. I don't want to go to random parties in Allston or ( Read more... )

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