Everyone had an LJ cuz it was the cool thing to do?

Serioulsy there's got to be something wrong with me. I am permanently tired. No matter how much sleep I get i always wake up and can sleep more. 8 1/2 hours last night and I could fall asleep at this desk. Must be Whitey's. Target called yesterday too, they want me to work there. Don't think I'll get nearly the same hours though.

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I'm so sore. SCott's my personal trainer now. I'm stronger that I thought I'd be at least. But my biceps have been sore since Monday. ugh. Oh well, I'll get in better shape. Still no call backs on a job. Had a dream last night I got into a huge fight with my mom. Told her to fuck off and that I never want to talk to her again. life sucks. ( Read more... )

Been watching the Soprano's like it's nobody's business the last couple days. I want to be a mobster. Haha, been talking to my grandma about it. She said I'm living in the wrong town for it. TOld her I'll move away but I'll take care of her from wherever I am. ANd I'm gonna marry Jamie Lynn Discala, she's gorgeous. Off to more job hunting.

my arms are killing me. I started lifting last night with Scott. I mean I've got that gym out back I can use at any time but it won't do me any good cuz I really don't know how to lift. So SCott's helping me. Started with biceps last night. THey're on fire today. Screw Whitey's. The guy never called me back like he said he would. SO I'm ( Read more... )

It's weird. Out of all the relationships I've had theres only one I wish would've turned out different and that Kristen. Besides Sam, I'd say that's the most fun and best treated I've ever been in a relationshpi. Talk to her on occasion on myspace but that's about it. After we had to stop talking we quickly grew apart. And that's the real sad ( Read more... )

Please do me a huge favor. If you're one of those people that pray, please pray for Sam. She just found a couple more lumps on her neck. She's already had a cyst removed from her mouth and a tumor from the back of her head. She hasn't gone to the doctor about these new lumps yet so we don't know what they are. Just please, keep her in your ( Read more... )

I need to buy a UFC poster or something cuz those guys are my inspiration. The way their bodies are built, it pushes me to get up early and work out. I've got a loooong way til I have a body like that though. I mean, running 1/3 of a mile killed me this morning. But it's a start. And I did 100 push-ups and 125 sit-ups/crunches while watching ( Read more... )

I've been kinda depressed lately. I mean, not geting called back on a single one of 25 applications is depressing. The fact that I don't even have enough money to make a down payment on a free lunch is depressing. My expanding waist line. (up to 180-185) losing my hair. I'm falling apart. And my dad and brothers don't help at all. They seem ( Read more... )