And his so yesterday. Complety gone from my life. It will be so easy to not answer his calls from now on. I feel so empowered. So positive and so above all his games. So much more than him. He served his purpose, he showed me a lot about me, taught me a lot and helped me through a lot but he also caused a lot of pain and doubt and in doing so he ( Read more... )

How is it I can be this close to someone for 14 months and yet still sit here obsessing about what I am putting in a text message to him.

Please don’t call me again drunk at 3.30am and tell me how wonderful I am and all the weaknesses you see in me that I’ve always ignored because for some reason now I can’t ignore them anymore and I just want to go back to my shell and hide.

Why does the down always happen when it's time to study for exams and write essays.

when your alone you just tear yourself down

I wish people would stop telling me give him time, that he might come around. I don't need people giving me false hope I need to move on and I know everything doesn't add up. But that doesn't mean he wants me, it most likely means he got a little bored in his 3 year realtionship. If he wanted me, he'd have me already.

when you love someone but it goes to waste
This may be the hardest decision i've had to make yet

I feel like he has me on a yoyo he draws me in and pushes me away.

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I picked up a HOTT fire-fighter/PE teacher last night at the bus stop. Man did he know how to fuck a girl.

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