I really just want to give up...

Well I'm sitting upstairs in our loft and my parents and family are right below me talking about me. They're discussing the fact that I'm a huge fuck up. Apparently I don't deserve to go to college and if I dont shape up- they're not going to send me anywhere. They're saying that I can get a job for a year and tough it out. see what it's really ( Read more... )

So today was my first day as a senior! it was good with the exception of the massive amounts of stress i'm under. honors econ is a Bitch with a capital B. My assignment for tonight- read chapter 1 and 2 (up until page 48) and be ready for a quiz tomorrow. Nice, right? That along with 65481663 other commitments this week is just bogging me down! Ah ( Read more... )

so my spring break plans fell through. AWESOME!!! anyone feel like missing a week of school and going down to Playa del Carmen March 17 to March 24. let me know

i sound like an emo crazy person whenever i update- and i might be crazy but i am hardly emo. i just seems like my weird moods have become synamonous with a live journal mood. with that said ( Read more... )

it's funny how quickly things can change- funny in that terrifying sort of way. last week i thought i knew who i was and who, quite frankly, always intended to be- or at least until college. somewhere in my head i got this notion- people may change, but me- i'll change at milestones. i was this person in gradeschool, and then my personality did a ( Read more... )

This entry is deticated to the one and only Allison Downes, who claims she reads everyone of my livejournal entries ( Read more... )

so I can't even believe I have the time to write this right now... because I really shouldn't be. So it's officially 11:58 and I got home about 15 minutes ago from work, which started at 3:30 fyi. Anywhoo, before I go to bed I have to write two papers and study for two tests. I have to go in tomorrow early to take a test and have a performance ( Read more... )

Yay My Pretty Phone!!!

So yeah I got a fabulous new phone BUT I lost all my numbers because my old one broke... so GIVE ME YOUR NUMBERS BITCHES

So I for sure have not updated in at least 7.321 years and I'm really sorry about that. Here's the jist of my life for the past... well however long it's been ( Read more... )