Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (1/?)slasher48April 4 2011, 05:17:33 UTC
This is dedicated to the love of my life, my soon-to-be-wife, takethewords. I HOPE SHE ENJOYS IT AS MUCH AS I ENJOY HER FILL OF MY PROMPT! ♥
Disclaimer: Um. This is fiction. Perpetuated by the screenwriter of this movie and its Eduardo's actor...but still, fiction. Remember this (and don't sue me, I have nothing to give!).
I apologize for the lack of porn thus far, but WE WILL GET THERE. HOLD TIGHT FOR THE SEXY, IT WILL COME.
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Maybe Eduardo should have noticed it when Mark first came up to him that night.
Mark’s fingers had been kind of noticeable, whiter than their usual paleness around his flute of champagne, when he had stepped up to Eduardo and leaned in, like he actually understood that it was more polite to offer a personal request directly to the person (which had stunned Eduardo then and he’s still maybe recovering a little, now, from all the social cues Mark can apparently absorb while still being Mark“I really need to talk with you, Eduardo.” Mark had said it soft, even without
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Re: Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (1/?)
anonymous
April 4 2011, 05:31:39 UTC
I'm holding tight for the sexy, don't worry. ;D THIS IS FABULOUS. I have always loved the way you word things because you make me think. I have to go back and read paragraphs several times to finally fully understand what you meant to convey and THAT IS HONESTLY THE BEST QUALITY TO HAVE EVER. Okay, fangirling over. So excited for the sexytimes and more of your beautiful writing. <33
Re: Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (1/?)quickpixieApril 4 2011, 05:42:41 UTC
I'm doing that weird dance I do when something excites me. I don't even know to describe it except that I look something like a bouncing flamingo.
Well, right now I'm doing it in my head because I'm laying in bed with my laptop, but just know that IF I WERE STANDING UP I WOULD TOTALLY BE DOING THE BOUNCING FLAMINGO! *hearts;
Re: Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (1/?)takethewordsApril 4 2011, 08:15:57 UTC
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WHATEVER, THIS DOESN'T NEED TO HAVE SEX IN IT FOR IT TO BE PORN. EDUARDO NOTICED MARK'S FINGERS, AND HIS ASS, BECAUSE OF COURSE HE DOES. THE TENSION IS PALPABLE, SEXUAL AND OTHERWISE, AND MARK IS STILL SLIGHTLY MORONIC WITH HIS APPROACH TO THINGS, AND EDUARDO STILL HAS HIS BRAZILIAN FIRE LOL
THIS IS MORE THAN AMAZING, DREDRE! Ugh if that's an annoying nickname I can come up with another. lol ♥
Re: Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (1/?)slasher48April 4 2011, 08:21:24 UTC
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
GOOD YES, THERE IS ASS NOTICING AND FINGER NOTICING AND THERE IS TENSION AND MARK IS A MORON AND EDUARDO IS FIERY AND BRAZILIAN. GLAD YOU GOT ALL THAT! ;)
BAHAHAHAHAHA. :CANNOT STOP LAUGHING:
YOU CANNOT CALL ME THAT IN PUBLIC, OKAY? CALL ME IT BY E-MAIL OR SOMETHING BUT PLEASE CALL ME SOMETHING ELSE IN PUBLIC OR I WILL BE PISSING MYSELF IN FRONT OF PEOPLE. ♥
Re: Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (1/?)slasher48April 7 2011, 05:44:47 UTC
What's next is porn, love. ;)
Of course he can't! When Mark uses his big boy words in a reconciliatory way, Wardo is going to buckle under the pressure of being needed and appreciated by the one person he always wanted that from, right?
Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (2/?)slasher48April 6 2011, 15:40:00 UTC
“I never deliberately…Wardo. I know you won’t believe this, and I know I probably wouldn’t either if we were in a reversed situation, but, it wasn’t intentional, and I. I was a coward, and stupid, and angry at you for fucking with Facebook. It took precedence over our friendship for just long enough and that, that’s my fault, but I didn’t intentionally...”
It wasn’t the wordy apology that had convinced him, it was the soft way Mark said the last word. Like he had never even considered that Eduardo might take it that way, like he was seeing everything in an even less favorable light and hurting for it. Eduardo had opened his mouth to accept his apology before he had caught Mark slipping his nickname in there, and it had just gotten to him how familiar Mark still thought they could be.
“Mark, you don’t get to do this, okay? You don’t get to call me Wardo and you don’t get to say this now and expect anything from me for it. People aren’t code, and you can’t just say what I want to hear to undo all your errors. This is, it’s unexpected
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Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (3/4, BUT THAT'S NOT ALL FOLKS -- SEQUEL WITH PORNS)slasher48April 6 2011, 15:55:31 UTC
“Mark, being around you gives me ulcers anyway.”
And Eduardo must have said it too quietly, without enough of his tone, because Mark’s face hadn’t been the dry amusement like he had aimed for, even at the expense of the anger he had held onto with good reason. He had just nodded, blinking, and walked away, throwing something over his shoulder like an apology for bothering him. That had made his decision more than anything else - that Mark had finally reached a place where he realized sometimes his presence wasn’t a gift. That he realized you had to do more to keep a relationship functioning.
“Mark,” he had called, almost half expecting Mark to ignore him, to escape the uncomfortable situation as quickly as possible as he had tended to do when they were friends. But Mark had stopped, if not turned, waiting for him to say his piece. Waiting for him
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Re: Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (3/4, BUT THAT'S NOT ALL FOLKS -- SEQUEL WITH PORNS)anysomethingApril 6 2011, 20:37:34 UTC
ahhhhh there's going to be morrrrrre
i love this apology, it's so stilted and so Mark. and eduardo is just pleasantly awkward. OH WARDO. augh this is so great i can't wait for what's next. yaaaaaaaaaaaaay
Re: Fill: The Before Made Up Of Delusions (3/4, BUT THAT'S NOT ALL FOLKS -- SEQUEL WITH PORNS)slasher48April 7 2011, 05:49:41 UTC
Of course, my love! Of course! There's only a tease in this one, and then the "delusions" end, hehe.
Thank you! I really tried to work so that Mark could be Mark and still apologetic. While being logical, stil express that he adores and misses Eduardo in a way that Eduardo could understand.
Eduardo is so awkward, yes! 'Cause he's still so confused and stunned by Mark's new, mature act of prostrating himself to get forgiveness. He'll get there, like the last part says! ^^
I DO BOTH BABY LOVE. SO MUCH LOOOOOVE FOR YOU AND YOUR LOVE FOR THE STORYYYY. ;)
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Disclaimer: Um. This is fiction. Perpetuated by the screenwriter of this movie and its Eduardo's actor...but still, fiction. Remember this (and don't sue me, I have nothing to give!).
I apologize for the lack of porn thus far, but WE WILL GET THERE. HOLD TIGHT FOR THE SEXY, IT WILL COME.
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Maybe Eduardo should have noticed it when Mark first came up to him that night.
Mark’s fingers had been kind of noticeable, whiter than their usual paleness around his flute of champagne, when he had stepped up to Eduardo and leaned in, like he actually understood that it was more polite to offer a personal request directly to the person (which had stunned Eduardo then and he’s still maybe recovering a little, now, from all the social cues Mark can apparently absorb while still being Mark“I really need to talk with you, Eduardo.” Mark had said it soft, even without ( ... )
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THIS
IS
FABULOUS.
I have always loved the way you word things because you make me think. I have to go back and read paragraphs several times to finally fully understand what you meant to convey and THAT IS HONESTLY THE BEST QUALITY TO HAVE EVER.
Okay, fangirling over. So excited for the sexytimes and more of your beautiful writing. <33
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THANK YOU BEST FRIEND. I AM SO GLAD TO HEAR YOU'RE ENJOYING IT. IT WAS WRITTEN TO BE ENJOYED. :)
Thank you, sweets! Not always positive, that particular quality, but I'm happy to know you like it! :DDDDDDDDDDD
BAHA FANGIRLING NEVER OVER, WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT.
Hoping to appease your excitement soon! ♥
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Well, right now I'm doing it in my head because I'm laying in bed with my laptop, but just know that IF I WERE STANDING UP I WOULD TOTALLY BE DOING THE BOUNCING FLAMINGO! *hearts;
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(Also, I'm really honored that it excites you so much! :DDDD)
BOUNCING FLAMINGO FTW. THANK YOU SO MUCH, LOVELY! ♥
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WHATEVER, THIS DOESN'T NEED TO HAVE SEX IN IT FOR IT TO BE PORN. EDUARDO NOTICED MARK'S FINGERS, AND HIS ASS, BECAUSE OF COURSE HE DOES. THE TENSION IS PALPABLE, SEXUAL AND OTHERWISE, AND MARK IS STILL SLIGHTLY MORONIC WITH HIS APPROACH TO THINGS, AND EDUARDO STILL HAS HIS BRAZILIAN FIRE LOL
THIS IS MORE THAN AMAZING, DREDRE! Ugh if that's an annoying nickname I can come up with another. lol ♥
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GOOD YES, THERE IS ASS NOTICING AND FINGER NOTICING AND THERE IS TENSION AND MARK IS A MORON AND EDUARDO IS FIERY AND BRAZILIAN. GLAD YOU GOT ALL THAT! ;)
BAHAHAHAHAHA. :CANNOT STOP LAUGHING:
YOU CANNOT CALL ME THAT IN PUBLIC, OKAY? CALL ME IT BY E-MAIL OR SOMETHING BUT PLEASE CALL ME SOMETHING ELSE IN PUBLIC OR I WILL BE PISSING MYSELF IN FRONT OF PEOPLE. ♥
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B'aww, I love yours back! ♥♥♥
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Of course he can't! When Mark uses his big boy words in a reconciliatory way, Wardo is going to buckle under the pressure of being needed and appreciated by the one person he always wanted that from, right?
♥ Thank you so much!
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It wasn’t the wordy apology that had convinced him, it was the soft way Mark said the last word. Like he had never even considered that Eduardo might take it that way, like he was seeing everything in an even less favorable light and hurting for it. Eduardo had opened his mouth to accept his apology before he had caught Mark slipping his nickname in there, and it had just gotten to him how familiar Mark still thought they could be.
“Mark, you don’t get to do this, okay? You don’t get to call me Wardo and you don’t get to say this now and expect anything from me for it. People aren’t code, and you can’t just say what I want to hear to undo all your errors. This is, it’s unexpected ( ... )
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And Eduardo must have said it too quietly, without enough of his tone, because Mark’s face hadn’t been the dry amusement like he had aimed for, even at the expense of the anger he had held onto with good reason. He had just nodded, blinking, and walked away, throwing something over his shoulder like an apology for bothering him. That had made his decision more than anything else - that Mark had finally reached a place where he realized sometimes his presence wasn’t a gift. That he realized you had to do more to keep a relationship functioning.
“Mark,” he had called, almost half expecting Mark to ignore him, to escape the uncomfortable situation as quickly as possible as he had tended to do when they were friends. But Mark had stopped, if not turned, waiting for him to say his piece. Waiting for him ( ... )
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i love this apology, it's so stilted and so Mark. and eduardo is just pleasantly awkward. OH WARDO. augh this is so great i can't wait for what's next. yaaaaaaaaaaaaay
(see, you do caps, i do extra letters all over)
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Thank you! I really tried to work so that Mark could be Mark and still apologetic. While being logical, stil express that he adores and misses Eduardo in a way that Eduardo could understand.
Eduardo is so awkward, yes! 'Cause he's still so confused and stunned by Mark's new, mature act of prostrating himself to get forgiveness. He'll get there, like the last part says! ^^
I DO BOTH BABY LOVE. SO MUCH LOOOOOVE FOR YOU AND YOUR LOVE FOR THE STORYYYY. ;)
♥♥♥♥♥
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