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Sick. . .
Oh man I'm all sick again. My stomach hurts so bad it's ridiculous!! I can't sit or lay down, if I do I feel like I'm putting too much pressure on it. Ugh, I don't know how many more times I'm going to dry heave today. It sucks so bad. I can't eat anything because it tastes too salty. Sick. Jus Sick ( Read more... ) -
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Geez things seem to jus be going down and down and more down. I hate this. I think someone is witching me so to speak and I don't even know how to handle it. I have these major mood swings and it sucks so bad. I don't know what to do or how to make it better. I've been crying a lot and I jus don't know what to do. It's jus awful. I can't even ( Read more... ) -
After Three Years And Then Some
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A Poem By Yosh LOL
"Who knew I could write all that my heart is saying and thinking to myself she got a hold of me.Touch the sky, smell the sun, float over this world, teaste the morning, it happens. This feeling is taking over, oh how lucky we are. I forgot how it was to fly." -
Lunchtime Minus The Lunch
Well, here it is. . .I like Yoshi. Yes, she's a girl. Haha Sounds kind of weird. It's kind of weird for myself, but it's so easy. No, I don't like other girls. No, this doesn't make me lesbian or gay or whatever, but I do like her. It's funny how it took a year of flirting and then two weeks of her absense and then two weeks of my absense to ( Read more... ) -
Uh-oh
So. . . .
I really like Yoshi.
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Utah So Far. . .
It seems to me that being back, still nothing has changed. Or it has changed so much and because I've heard it all and imagined it at the same time, it has changed and I jus cannot see it. I feel myself withholding so much from my family. I'm really jus closed up and kind of in this shell. I'm afraid to be who I am because they only know me as who ( Read more... ) -
Miosha Wagoner
So here is a story and a short video the Lawrence World did on Yoshi!! LOL I do have to say that I am proud of her and what she has achieve. I'm lucky to have her as a friend and my shibuddy! Haha Geez, that girl, huh?
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Thursday
I jus keep tellin myself. . .I leave for three weeks on Thursday.
I'll be back in Utah on Sunday.
I won't have to worry about stupid shit at Haskell anymore.
I don't want to see anyone.
I wish I could give up.
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Sick To My Stomach
So I knew and I know that it shouldn't bother me that Sean has someone on the side, but I can't help but wonder, what the fuck is wrong with me? What is so bad about me that every guy I talk to or talks to me or tells me they like me or I like them, what is it about me that they either go back to their exes or end up talking to someone else on the ( Read more... )