AAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! *That's me releasing my stress ( Read more... )

Today is just one of those days that drags by so slowly when you want it to be jus done and over with. Today seems like all the obstacles have come out to play and you're jus not in the mood ( Read more... )

I watched Quarintine last night.

Not the best movie.

The white girl was starting to get on my nerves - I wanted to slap her.

The camera shook too much too.

Am I jus a bad movie reviewer or what?

After Sean told me that I made him cry, I realized that I'm too unstabled in any sense to even consider being with someone, let alone like someone. I barely have time for myself, I'm either always avoiding me or I'm avoiding things that deal with me. How unhealthy is it that I focus on everyone else but myself ( Read more... )

so i've actually stooped to the possibility that i miss donald. it's not him i miss it's how he treated me. I need attention and i want it now. i'm not getting it from sean, the way that i want it and it's really bugging me. with donald he would hold me or touch me in a way that i knew he liked me. i miss how he would randomly hold my hand, or that ( Read more... )

I feel sad.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. . . :(

So in preparation of my new year, I'm trying to tie up loose ends with my previous year. So far so good, so bad, and so confusin ( Read more... )

What's going on?! I don't understand why all this is happening. Why? Why does things always have to go so wrong? Why can't something good happen? What did we do to deserve all this ( Read more... )

So in my attempt to recover from this past weekend of drainage and sickness, I've also managed to not do about two papers till seriously the VERY last minute. I finished a five page paper in about 40 or so minutes. Then I compared and contrasted two different articles about Palin and her twisted ways about an hour and a half before class. Now, I'm ( Read more... )

The name, I'm so familiar with; I've said it at least a thousand times before. As I said it it rolled off my tongue so easily. Like a long lost phrase or something sweet to the taste. However, as quick as the words fell from my mouth, was how quick they got swept away by the rustling wind. "Hey, Donald" barely lingered in the air. I didn't know if ( Read more... )