I missed my Bible Study (aka Edge Group) with Kelly Nelson on Thursday... again... Because I was on the phone... again... I didn't mean for it to happen... I even said that I had to go 5 minutes prior to my Bible study, but ended up talking for another hour... making our conversation a total of two hours...  It was a good conversation though...

I am ( Read more... )

Is it too much to ask for just a late start for PCC tomorrow????  ALL I WANT IS FOR IT TO OPEN UP AT 10:00am... COME ON!  Lake Oswego high school is already closed for tomorrow and that's DOWN THE HILL from PCC... UGH!

I just recently watched Elizabeth Town and I realized something... I'm a substitute person.  I really am.. I'm the babysitter when my older sister is not available.  I'm the friend to hang out with when no one else is available or when previous plans have fallen through.  I'm the family member that is only remembered when yelling is happening.  I'm ( Read more... )

Tilikum (a christian day camp in Newberg) is over... I'm sad.  I miss all of my first and second graders already.  And those cute 5th grade girls that would sing songs with me on the bus.  And other cute kids I didn't know, but for some reason knew me and would get a huge smile on their face and hug me everytime they saw me.. haha.  I love little ( Read more... )

WHO IS GOING TO SEE PIRATES TOMORROW NIGHT @ MIDNIGHT???

THAT WOULD BE ME!!!  hehe

I AM WAY EXCITED!!! hehe

I'll be at Bridgeport if anyone is interested... I believe there are still tickets available...

How can be surrounded by people yet still feel all alone???

Why is the only person I want to be with 1,000 miles away???

Where is that certain person when I need to talk to them???

Who can save me from all the stress of my life???

What is weighing down on me so much preventing me from living normally???

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Had unrecognizable food for lunch...

By the time I picked out all the beans it was cold...

Gross!

I ate it anyways...

Cause I'm poor.

Life goes on...

I want a break from reality.

Is that possible?

So, I've been struggling lately.  There has been a certain situation that has been eating me up inside, yet I am afraid of the reprocussions of dealing with said situation.  I don't wish to share it with you all, so instead I shall share an analogy to discribe my situation:

It's like I have a bill sitting on the table.  I've been ignoring it hoping ( Read more... )