Comments | tsuchikuki: Mutual

tsuchikuki

Mutual

Nov 03, 2013 13:35

In my mind I want to be over there. In that area, in that time. With the people I've come to trust and cherish. I know it's not quite possible. I know it's not... practical. To try and achieve what I had lost so long ago. Everything changes eventually. That fact of life, that truth that shatters most if not all plans laid down, even with the most ( Read more... )

life, 2013, love, shyness

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starcruzer December 1 2013, 01:24:24 UTC

Your entry was incredibly well-written. I enjoyed reading your prose very much, and the emotions behind them were so subtle and skillfully expressed.

I admire how much energy you are putting into these thoughts about your bf. And you've got the right attitude; he may not be neglecting you so much as just dealing with other things. As a general rule men don't put as much analysis into their relationships as women do.

What did you end up doing?

What a surprise! tsuchikuki December 3 2013, 10:03:38 UTC

Hello. I'm actually rather astonished that you came by, read, and even left a comment on this! Particularly curious as to how you found my journal, and why you had decided to read it despite not knowing me personally.

But I digress. As odd as I find it, thank you very much for your encouraging words.

In the end, I did confront him about it, and voiced my worries. We talked through it, which put my mind at ease. Part of why this particular entry came about was because I didn't want to simply talk to him about it, fearing I would come off as paranoid or bothersome.

Re: What a surprise! starcruzer December 3 2013, 18:22:37 UTC

Writing your feelings here instead of confronting him was a wise decision. It's too easy to let it all flow out of ones self in a tirade, but it takes practice and self-discipline to pace yourself so you can talk the problems through.

I found your journal when I was doing random interest searches on my dashboard (Machall I think it was, maybe Megatokyo). Many of my friends who used to be on LJ have let their journals go fallow, and even though I sometimes like the feeling of sending my words into the void with no reply expected, it was getting a little lonely.