I woke up, to find myself inside a reddish clay cave. My shape wasn't that of a human, but of a sphere, with a single lens for which I could see. Just about the size of a golf ball, whatever mechanical propulsion present made navigating the dark cavern manageable. For a bit there was nothing but floating, but I saw other pieces of scrap and parts ( Read more... )

You ever have those inner monologues with your inner demons? It kind of really helps calm me down.

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"I know it's wrong. I know it's not the answer, nor an acceptable reaction to anything. People will be disappointed. He will be upset. I feel weaker for it. I feel like it's the only option I have to atone."

"But it's not that serious! You can't let ( Read more... )

In my mind I want to be over there. In that area, in that time. With the people I've come to trust and cherish. I know it's not quite possible. I know it's not... practical. To try and achieve what I had lost so long ago. Everything changes eventually. That fact of life, that truth that shatters most if not all plans laid down, even with the most ( Read more... )

So... I'm in love with two people. Like the, "I want to have a meaningful relationship with these people", love. Well, no. That doesn't quite describe the kind of feelings I have for both of these individuals. To be honest it sounds rather ridiculous to me. I've been infatuated, had crushes on, and even lusted after someone while being in a ( Read more... )

And here we go. Nothing much to distract me this time. Although this is quite late, even by what little standards I have. Ah. I don't even know what I'm trying to write about ( Read more... )

As I sit here, trying to get any leftover emotions out, I wonder about what had transpired. Thinking about the people who I forced out of my life, out of anger. Not the best idea, mind. Said some things. Regret it. Did some things. Regretted those too. In the end, who did it really benefit?

The ones who I pushed away. Hopefully it’s not that ( Read more... )

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Welcome to my slice of a thread, where the discussions are opinionated and the facts don't matter.

Well, no. I am here to discuss. But also in a small rant-ish way. That's fine, right? S'not like anyone's really going to get mad about a little discussion, right?

Anyway. Sorry. Feels like if there's not an opening it gets rather boring.

Speaking of ( Read more... )

How did it start? Did this come before that?

I was, visiting a hospital. I think. Or an airport. Some type of combination of both. My dad led me through hallways and such, until I saw my mother. Asleep, on one of the beds. She was sick, and I felt a dread come over me. At some point, I was also hospitalized, and was given my own room. With a tube in ( Read more... )

I don't know how to really start this. Just that I want to ( Read more... )

Dream time.

So I was at the Philippines visiting my grandmother, or was I? I wasn't really sure where I was. But. Visiting my
grandmother was still true.

She seemed younger, tired.

There was a cult, trying to summon the devil into our realm. They had plans to sacrifice a human being during a mass session, and my family apparently were trying to stop it ( Read more... )