i have a new journal. user name = you_squared. i'm adding all of my current friends to that list, so if you don't mind can you add my new name to yours?

i don't think i'll write in this journal anymore. maybe, maybe not. who knows. i sometimes don't stick with what i say i'm going to do.

ihateyou
i hate you
I HATE YOU
ihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyou

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU

go away.

xMeGriNx: nevermind, I'm a dummy ( Read more... )

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1. name? nicole with one L ( Read more... )

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so, i actually did it. i didn't wimp out. i pierced the lip. i am actually sort of proud of myself for doing so. i've always been so afraid of pain, but whatever ( Read more... )

this is just way too much stress for me to handle. i can't deal with a psychotic mother who tells me to fuck off & calls me a little bitch, tells me she hates me, all because i tried to wake her up to get a ride to smarts. i had to walk in the thick heat. just like the other day. arghhh. she brought my whole day down. she's bringing my whole life ( Read more... )

i own "read music, speak spanish", the debut release from the desaparecidos, but i just got a craving to listen to the song "mall of america", even though i don't have the cd & i'm at smarts, so i downloaded the song & the quality is so poor. it's killing the song for me.

yesterday, i was thinking about how there is no such thing as normal, just typical. who defines normal? it is defined within a society, & the way such a thing is determined is a result in how many people look the same, dress the same, think the same. sameness is normality. a child with add is not "normal", whereas a child who can sit still is. the ( Read more... )