I know why I cry so easily at anything so remotely depressing. Because hurt, pain and loss remind so easily me of all the things my mum has said before. I never want to be a mother like her. Cause my children will know how it feels to literally feel your heart contracting in emotional pain. The wrenching of the heart is a very literal and ( Read more... )

Awkward. My mum's friends are over, her old school mates. Was watching Vampire Sucks with their kids, and the mum's came over to watch it with us... hm. Our house is always super noisy when my mum entertains. sigh. Have to wake up early tmrw. )o:

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So angry with myself. I can't bring myself to start on my PS. It's like I know I must do it. like NOW. But I just can't bring myself to open mword and bang out some paragraphs. )o: The heart is willing but the flesh is weak. Or just lazy huh ( Read more... )

haha. I got a youtube account. But i have no idea what to do with it? I have no video camera. )o: oh well.

yay. Econs is over. For life. unless ( Read more... )

so tired of studying. feel nauseous just looking at my notes, and all the pieces of paper scattered around my room. room is really akin to a shithole. just this morning i washed 6 cups of tea that i accumulated over the week, and a container of licorice laces ( Read more... )

A rare venture back to lj. I really have nothing better to do hur. It's late, but I can't sleep cause I drank too much coffee this morning. Whats this man, when i drink coffee at 8am, I feel sleepy the whole day, but can't sleep once I get in bed. So tired. But can't sleep. Having a major headache. Ahhh. Shouldn't whine, it's gross ( Read more... )

Feelin' good at the moment.

"If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish and it will be given to you" John 15:7 ( Read more... )