oh my god.
words cant even describe how stupid i sound in every single one of these 'entries'.
so, now it is time to part.
i am offcially ending this journal.
peace the fuck out.

omg. im so gay. it fucking deleted. here goes again:

i admit it. i needed an excuse to cry.

i still dont understand how i got to the point where i cant allow myself to deal with this. i have just continued to bottle everything up. i know that im just going to explode one day. i dont know how mayn more of these awkward/drunken run-ins i can have ( Read more... )

i am SO cool that im sitting at home alone at 12 drinking a diet coke& rum. nobody wants to hang out with me. it doesn't even make a difference that its my birthday weekend. i watched this terribly good/depressing as fuck movie, " The United States of Leland". great fucking movie. but i hate how sad its making me. i just feel so alone. alone. the ( Read more... )

new years was krunk. went to rock fish with ben & friends. damn it was yumm. then went to this girl alex's house to get our party on. champagne and kaluah/baileys shots. toit. me and ben found a tree house... :) boy it was fun. this was the first new years i actually had somebody to kiss at 12. yuhs.
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nuevo computer+digital camera bitches!

but my car was stolen too :( f you, whoever took it

i had a total freak out this morning. my mom forgot to bring the strightner, and i blew up. i almost started crying. it was really weird, and when i think about it that sounds pretty gay. i dont know what my deal was. my mom was like 'just blow dry it' and i was like hell no it will look even worse. then i made the comment ' i look like such an ( Read more... )

so i got 2 hours of sleep last night, then woke up at 1 and left at 3 for colorado with my mom. we didn't get here until 5. arg. it was LONG ASS HELL. but it was kinda cool. the scenery was pretty gnarly ( Read more... )

my journal has gotten so lame...:(

NUEVO CAR DAY FOR HANNAH!

im going to start writing with my left hand again. its going to be cool. heck yes.

dang. i haven't written in SO long. but basically nothing intersting has been happening to write about. i could go on and on about how much school/drill team/my life sucks, but i'll spare you. and ive decided that it makes me feel worse to write about it. so... cool/neat/interesting things that have happened: (1) met a really cool new girl at ( Read more... )