first day of drill team camp. sucked major ass.

i dyed my hair today bitches... doesn't really look this dark, and this is a SUPER BAD PICTURE of me , but oh well.

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fuck this! i just wrote a LONG ASS deal and it fucking erased it. god damn it.

went to work. got written up. jack and colin came it to eat, it was nice. left work and got huge ice cream thing from dq. feel icky now. kates dad took a bad ass picture of us on the 4th. we look like models. all seroius and shit.thats how we do.

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okay, last night was insane. jack came over at 3 and stayed the night. it was like something from a movie. we were only in our undies... it was hard to actually sleep though. i mean, we didn't do anything big. some kissing and feeling , but thats it. no sex. we didn't go to sleep until like 5, and now im wide awake at 7. im kinda wanting him to ( Read more... )

ive been up since 7 again :/ i am really starting to definately NOT like getting up so early. its like whenever i dont need to get up and i can sleep as long as i want, i can't go to sleep. but then when i DO need to sleep and have to get up early, i sleep really really well. so then i get into a super deep sleep,so then when my annoying alaram ( Read more... )

im really disliking my journal right now. it just looks like ass ( Read more... )

beunos dias. today is my day off this week. its been crazy. i feel like ive been babysitting out of my ass. yesterday i got a double dose:4. but the little one was really cute and dope, so it was okay. tomorrow will be exciting becuase im going to model for my good friends mom. shes a photographer and does these awesome underwater shoots. she ( Read more... )

im feeling kind of lonely. i feel like my best friend care more about her boyfriend than our friendship. i dont know, maybe its just me, but thats what it seems like. when she came back this weekend, she didn't even call me to hang out. i called her, and she was on her way to his house. i guess other things become more important. i really honestly ( Read more... )

oh yes... another night of bliss at maddy's house. i rode the train to mockingbird since i dont have a car right now, and maddy picked me up. then we went and pickd up steffy. maddy's parents said that they wanted ME to drive us all home. how cool is that? somebody thinks i can actually drive... awesome. yah so then we bleached and diea maddy's ( Read more... )

why is danny such an asshole???!!! im glad that he broke up with me and the we never "advanced". asshole.... grrrr.he's just jelous that ive moved on to bigger and better things. god i hate it. im so blind when i like a guy. its like i can't see what everyone else is looking at. i feel blind folded. it always takes something, and event or something ( Read more... )