Well today was grand!!! The of al was a phone call from my beloved Chase and then of course my new iPOD! but chase's phone call topped it all. I miss him so much!!!

Wow haven't written in this in a long time. Theres so much going on. And WARNING I'm going to be totally honest. So lately I've gone from feeling on top of the world to maybe an inch from hitting the ground. School is stressful. And on top of that my two major support systems are starting to wither away. Chase left for the airforce which is a ( Read more... )

A Baby's Hug

We were the only family with children in the restaurant.. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, "Hi." He pounded his fat baby hands on the
high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled ( Read more... )

Could life get much better? Even though thinking back on the last year and how rough it was I realized I'm so content with my life right now. Even dispite its shortcomings and downfalls here and there. Heck I guess the only real downfalls lately have been the 1 year anniversary of Joe's death =( and then just random trivial stuff that really doesnt ( Read more... )

Ill be home in about 36 hours and Im excited but not...?I dont know I've got some mixed emotions as usual. Call me if u wanna come swimming on wednesday.

Updated CORRECT Schedule:

One Govt.  Beckman
Two Adv. Alg.  Schanbeck
Three Shakesper  Kowal
Four Span 3  Rosenblatt
Five Physics  Campbell
Six Couseling Assistant Rawa

wow i thought i was over most of these emotions. And then to find out im not and all this comes rushing back like it was yesterday. The worries, the fears everything. and then theres the anger. The anger with myself for becoming that person i already didnt want to be. The fact that I'm still holding on when i thought i had let go, it scares me. ( Read more... )

Lemme know if I have any classes with you!!!=)

1st Hr.  Mr. Adams Psych 1
2nd Hr.  Mrs. Defiles Comp 11A
3rd Hr.Mr. Kowal  Shakesper
4th Hr. Ms. Rosenblatt Spanish 3
5th Hr. Mr. Campbell Physics
6th Hr. Mrs. Rawa Counseling Asst.
[EDiT]:The more I look @ my schedule the more fucked up i see it is!!! ok no math class at all?(that can't be right)...and ( Read more... )

( SummerFun )

This is what I walked out to when i got out of the shower this morning...courtesy of Chase...I love this feeling. =D


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