it's been four and a 1/2 months. not since i've written in this thing, but since. just since. sometimes, i'm laying in bed and my heart jumps out of my throat in the worst way. i can't even describe the way the headaches when i get out of bed. i don't know what's worse... getting a migraine first thing in the morning or feeling like your stomach is ( Read more... )

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i think laying awake for three hours listening to explosions in the sky albums changed me a little. i dont know how, exactly. more aware, maybe? less confused. able to appreciate something through all of the chaos that is me. i wish things would hit me faster & harder like they used to. it's funny, even through all the lows & depression i went ( Read more... )

just refrain.

WAKE UP.

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ti amo, vengo a casa


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i feel very very very loved ( Read more... )

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GOD. i think i just broke my gay toe. how fucked. i hope this shit heals so i can play when i go back east. good lord. just did dishes, cleaned the T O I L E T Y U C K. watched a daniel stern movie (god), cleaned kitty litter-also not a fan, and thought about how i'm going to hate working ( Read more... )