when i found you last week, you were pressing the lips
of a broken bottle to your face, tracing a line of red tears.
when i asked why you did it to yourself, you said

‘i like myself better this way.’

when i saw you in the hallway, you held the hand of another
whore, and he held the keys to your heart.
when i asked why you did this to yourself, you said

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Don't fall in love with a drifter honey
you'll never get him to change
don't waste your time on a loner
he was born to walk away
don't let those amber eyes
fill your head with silly dreams
A drifter baby will only make you cry
don't fall in love with a drifter
cause he'll always leave

Excuses cannot excuse fallacy
Any more than intoxication can hide a memory
And when lament clings to your breath
Like a morning frost on dying grass
Then we shall turn our heads in disgust
For sorrow hangs from your clothes
As a bat hangs from a stalactite
Seeping from the words you speak,
Sickly sweetened to hide the bitter cold sting they carry
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i drink to get a lighter head, for my heavy heart.

so id like to say something poetic. but all i can think to say is,
"take a hike, and don't forget the trail mix bitch"

hold me close,
 while i drip
caress my body,
bite my lip
scratch my back,
make it hurt
grind your nails,
let red cover my shirt
bash my face,
make it blue
i can't beleive it took this long to realize,
i love hating you

I miss those who have died. I now know they are just being recycled into the earth like all others.
i miss a time when i was young, when i would imagine some beautiful place where family members were re-united with all those who had passed before them. oh ignorance is bliss. how easy it was to release my pain, putting faith in a 'heaven'. i think ( Read more... )

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it's been a while since i've written in this thing.

anyone out there that remembers me?