As i sat here thinking wow i should really write in my live journal. I always read my last entry to remember where it is my life left off. I sit here and read my last entry about how i was so in love with Freddie and I then I start to remember that life and that part of me that was so young and where I am at right I think Wow, that wasnt love at ( Read more... )

So did i ever think i would be here ten years ago? Hell no but now that im here im ready to take this mission on and after the 8 weeks of training i went threw this should be easy. Idk where im stationed yet but we shall see. =) im ready. Lets go! <33KrystaL*

I never thought id be able to see the day where i say " i think its time for me to let you go..." but i did..and i cant lie i feel soooo sooo Happy...like i feel like a weight has been lifted of my shoulder like the sun shines so much brighter like i can see so clear now... and i feel soooooo much better sad to say i cried at first but when i ( Read more... )

Why is it you that i cant you off my mind i try and i try but i cant. its like your there when i dream. when i work... your always there may not be physical but mentaly your there i cant escape u. i want to let you go but i cant. i just cant. <33KrystaL*

Its no secret that i love you. I do i always have but i cant seem to bring myself to you. And i want to see you and be wit you but it hurts a lot. I always feel the pain you put me threw and it sucks. This whole journal has been about you. I really wish it was possible for me to go back and find the good in you instead of always remembering the ( Read more... )

the city breaks and ive been calling for years and years and years youu never left me no messages you never sent me no letters you got some kind of nerve..... i wish i knew where all of this was going to take me and if its worth it but i dntt alll i can do is hopee everything works out for the best you know? ")

And i still cant talk aboout it... I miss ralph sooo much you have noidwa he was a good friend to me to marie to albert to annybody who was ever he's friend. Word cant explain how i felt today tried to shake the hurt in my heart. I just really miss him ( Read more... )

anytime i read my livejournal...i think how pathetic was i.... If i could be then how i am now.... All those entrys wouldnt exsist.... I know now that im fine being me alone. And i dont need anybody to complete me ( Read more... )

sooo idk...i cant seem to explain it... I know what i want and everything but i always feel like something is missinng!.. I can never find that missing link...right now im really happy wit my life.. Works going good(still miss randy)..and school well schools school...friends great!..family amazing.. So wtf theres always something missing... Idkk ( Read more... )

is your sincer apologgy when you mean it I'll believe if you text it i'll delet it.

i promise i never ment to hurt you. And i didnt mean any of the things i said to you. And i hope we can just put this behind us. If i can put a bunch of shyt that youve done to me behind me then it shouldnt be this hard for you.

drunk ppl do stupid things.

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