so last night was just freaken amazing!!
i went to go see AlexisOnFire!!
Ohh man i loved it!!
it was just wow!

i met dallas Green
aww and he said we wouod get married
after we got to know each other it was
just amazing!!!

soo yeah i guess i have a crush on josh..but
idk..his younger than me 
thats like a Major turn off...soo Idk!!
but yeah!..=)
I guess u can ( Read more... )

I HAve A crush!!....=)

<33KRystaL*

ps...hahahahahah!!!

i just dont care anymore!....

<33KrystaL*

ps..after all u do know best!

OK soo maybe just maybe i was a little harsh in my last entry but you guys dont understand how much i am hurting right now..i hate feeling like i am the only one who cares....WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHOO FUCKEN CARES!!!!!!!!!

I HATE LOVE!!....I HATE THE WORD LOVE!!

it just dont exsist...2 times in a row....

and yeah i maybe young but 1 out ( Read more... )

dear Jose...

I HATE YOU!

I DONT WANT TO FUCK TALK TO U ANYMORE

I DONT WANT TO THINK OF YOU!

I DONT WANT U TO BE IN MY LIFE

I'VE GIVEN UP ON YOU!

I DONT WANT TO BE THERE ANYMORE

I'M TIRED OF U TREATING ME LIKFE SHYT

I'M TIRED OF YOU YELLING AT ME!!

I'M TIRED OF U MAKING ME cry

I'M TIRED OF ALL THE LIES

I DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT WHAT U DO ANYMORE

I DONT EVEN WANT ( Read more... )

I just want to be more nice!!

i Want to get in Shape Not Lose weight Just get in shape!!

No more drinking!!

I want to get back in touch with those friends that i miss the most!

=)

just forget about the past..Live in the Present Not go back anymore!....

<33KrystaL*

ps...so there goes my life..passing by with every edge of time...its been soo long... ( Read more... )

i cant really explain how i am feeling right now....

I feel confused, frustrated,angery,happy,emotional,depressed,excited!...

I dont know its like after my last entry everything has changed...i no longer feel strong i feel vonverable..like i'm gonna crack..

i have this shell around me..i've built this wall around me so i dont get hurt agian but idk ( Read more... )

=) i'm not saying i'm happy about what happened i'm just saying i knew it was gonna happen!....

Soo jose and Vanessa broke up!...

No surprise there we all knew it was coming!...but yeah!

it was her own damn fault!...

but idk this seems different!...idk i cant explain it!

Its just that Karma!..u know!

<33KrystaL*

ps....the more i see the less i know the ( Read more... )

I'm soo glad we can talk and be friends i love it!...I feel like everything is ok!...I'm Ok!...were Ok!...but i see the karma coming to you and i wanna save you but i think u need to learn...soo its coming round......

Sooooorrrrryyy Guy!!!

<33KrystaL*

ps...i sleep to dream

so last night was the first time i seen jose sense like i realized i wasnt in love with him anymore!..kindaw werid but when i seen him i was like hmm. thats Jose. like i didnt think about him as ♥ Jose ♥ I thought of him as Jose thats it...yeah sumtimes i'm like dang. but i'm ok w/o him. ya know!...it was just good being ok. =)

<33KrystaL ( Read more... )