there is a party going on next door and i want to be there instead of streaming tv in my room. too bad i don't know anyone here. seriously though. st. patty's, my birthday and now freakin cinco de mayo - all sober events this year. what the actual fuck. i miss my life. 

i hate it so much when people say they haven't updated their blogs because they've been too busy "living". ugh. but whatever, i'm back now and my only excuse is that i was busy and i forgot i had reopened this thing. anyways, one busy month later and things are back to normal. i've been nannying, working out, re-watching the entire series of friday ( Read more... )

Why did I decide to start blogging again?
I started going through all my old entries on this site and it was so enlightening and entertaining that, no matter how pointless I feel at the time, my future self will thank me and love me for what I was

Why am I living in Chicago?
A: I finished my undergrad in Sociology in December and was a loose ends ( Read more... )

2 minutes of battery left on my laptop means this post will be short and sweet. basically, i'm sick of tumblr and procrastinating on sleep. living in chicago right now, going to new york tomorrow night, then mexico on sunday. still don't capitalize my sentences.

i can't believe i've been in norway for almost 3 months. it honestly feels like i just got here. brett came for 2 weeks at the beginning of june, almost 2 months ago. jesus. i go back to vancouver in exactly one week. double jesus. it's been good to be home, though. i dind't really make any money or lose any weight but i do feel a lot more rested ( Read more... )

for our one year, brett surprised me with dinner on grouse mountain! i couldn't understand why we were driving to north van and once we got to the mountain, i thought we were going snowboarding lol. anyway, he wanted to go skating up there too but we weren't finished dinner until 9:00 and i was too chicken to brave the cold. but the dinner was ( Read more... )

ok food diary has officially failed. i eat too much, end of story. who cares ( Read more... )

THURSDAY ( Read more... )

ugh i just spent the last hour and a half feeling so dizzy and nausious. i finally threw up but now i'm scared to eat my dinner. so hungry tho... i haven't eaten since before the gym. blaahhh ( Read more... )

umm ok so i left it too long and now i forget what i ate the rest of last week. so here is monday and today so far... still pretty rough. but i did go to the gym 3 more times! yay ( Read more... )