I need to scream. I've found myself hating everything at the most random times. I'll be having a great day and then someone says something or does something or something happens, then my entire fucking day sucks major ass! I hate that it's like that. I feel like a fucking failure at life; my dog ranaway, the dog I've had for like my whole life, ( Read more... )

The reason this dream may be very weird is probably because me and Chad were having a weird "emo-couple-at-each-other's-throats,-but-are-still-in-love, fight". It sucked and I had a hard time sleeping.

I remember being on an airplane with Cynthia Nixon and we were really anxious to be on this plane and trying to find a way out. We sat in these ( Read more... )

I don't know how to react with all that's going on with my life right now. I've been having some issues with my school and such that are bothering me most. For one, I'm totally clueless as to what to do with UNM so I can go to college next year, because they haven't contacted me yet and every time I ask my school's principal, she just tells me that ( Read more... )

fuck.. i'm so lame and annoying..

why the hell is life so fucking disappointing?? i try to do my best in everything and all that i get in return is bullshit. i've worked my ass off for since october trying to make exceptional grades and i do and what's the only thing my mom can do?? BITCH! bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch!! there's always something wrong that keeps her from being ( Read more... )

things really suck right now. life is not good. i wish i could disappear....

i hope things get better soon..

Life is being weird once again. School is just something I no longer look forward to going to. It's really easy and a very boring environment. I hate it. I'm finally caught up, though, in all my classes. My trip to Oklahoma really set a lot of things back and I've been ridiculously busy every since I got back. In English class I was so fuckin far ( Read more... )

Valentines Day was pretty okay. I gave Chad his gifts. I gave him a rose, which broke.. that made me sad, a stuffed frog that's holding a heart that says "Kiss Me", and I made him a collagued heart-shaped box. He loved my gifts, especially the box. He's amazing. He was so sick though on Valentines Day and the day before. It made me upset, because ( Read more... )

I got Kittie's new EP yesterday. It's a digital EP so I had to download it off the net after purchasing it. chad let me use his computer, because it's way fast and it only took like 5 minutes, not 5 hours. It's so good!! The track list is:

Never Again

Breathe

This Too Shall Pass

Everything that Could Have Been
I love them!! "This Too Shall Pass," " ( Read more... )