Once, there was a girl. She was told that she was beautiful and smart, but she never saw it. She could only see the beauty in others. One day, finally, her dreams came true. She met a wonderful prince. They were married, and she was carrying the next princess. Soon after there wedlock the prince left for battle. She was left alone, all alone, again ( Read more... )

i am at home today. yay me. me feet are horribly swollen, still. i hate being alone but at the same time when i have people here i want them to go away. is something wrong with me? i like it when angel is here, we don't have to do anything, we can just sit and watch tv. i like that, i don't feel i have to entertain but at the same time i'm not ( Read more... )

i have nothing to write on this side today. i did however just write a lot on my gj. so oh well

i wonder all time why people think that they can talk down to me and fuss and bitch me out? i wouldn't let him do it anymore and i sure as hell am not going to let you start to do it. gees, i fucking give and give and give and ya know what? people only take. they never give anything back. why? cause they all SUCK!!!!! ga i do everything that you ( Read more... )

here is my living situation. my husband and i(pregnant and all) live with my mom. fun. i have married a proverbial 12 year old. he's fucking 24, married, and expecting and he thinks its still ok to smoke weed and pop pills and be drunk 2x a week. fine drink whatever, however do NOT think that doing a drug of any sort is ok. you have to be a grown ( Read more... )

if you are reading things in my journal... cool... however don't be a chickenshit(and you know who you are). leave a comment. thanks!

I'M PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!! AND I'M GETTING MARRIED ON THE 18TH..... WTF HAPPENED??????

ok, so far so good i guess. Last week at work sucked, i had a migraine one day.. FUN! then then then... just to make my week better i found out that i had about 15 warrents out for my arrest. super. so i had to come up with as much money as possible to hand over to the DA. David was great... mom did good too, i came up with 1000.00 to give the DA ( Read more... )

ok so dad was talkin outside to the bf the other day and was apparently comparing how my sister was better than me. what tha fuck???? i mean i always knew he liked her better than me but to actually say it out lound thats just fucked up, and to my boyfriend of all people. then he goes on to say how hes gonna help my neighbor, a guy i've know and ( Read more... )

i told mxj about a month ago to stop calling me... it hurt me to say that but it had to be done. i wrote him an email yesterday and told him why i had to leave. i explained to him that i couldn't deal with him always being so mean to me. or with always going for money, not for something important like food but so that we could buy him a new toy or ( Read more... )