you suck

[tuesdaysrage]

you suck, you know why. you just cant treat ppl this way. is a couple of days of fun worth weeks worth of misery? i used to think yes because one day worth of love is worth a lifetime of pain for the one momment of happiness. but now that i'm just a little older i think no. i just cant do this anymore, im just not strong enough. why do i let ppl

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[lifejournal4ver]

you gotta stand up for yourself! really, that way ppl wont do that anymore.

[tuesdaysrage]

its so hard sometimes. especially when all you want is one thing, and you think to yourself maybe if i did this he would be here. i get trapped in the whatif game with myself. i don't mean to be a doormat, i just want everybody to be happy so much that i don't pay attention to how they are treating me till its too late.