might as well say it

[tuesdaysrage]

well hell i might as well say it here huh. ok so the new guy, david, i love him to death and he totally adores me and it couldn't be any better. i know this may sound crazy but when i look at him i know he's the guy i'm going to marry. he hates mj however. :( i know mj treats me like crap and that sucks and all but i hate that i'm being forced to

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[reallivebitch]

you are not a horrible person for doing what may be the best for you and if he doesn't understand then he was never worth the effort or the unconcern you have for him

[tuesdaysrage]

i hope your right, mj just called my cell, and i didn't answer it. he left a message and all he said was, "ok well i guess i won't call you anymore" he was so rude about it. i know he would do the same thing to me, so why doesn't he understand that this is the best thing for me?

[reallivebitch]

because to him it's not about you he doesn't care whats best for you it's all about him so I think you should make this about you

[tuesdaysrage]

i have made this all about me, but it still makes me feel like crap ya know... i hate to just up and abandone.... but i guess i'll just have to deal since i know this is a good thing.... right?