All this time ( Read more... )

Ever since I dated a guy that I genuinely liked from day one, I want to try and find someone like that again ( Read more... )

Was that a date?

Bought my Kiss ticket.
Picked me up and drove.
Came in my house to talk to my mom and me before we left.
Bought me dinner.

But "only because its your birthday" ;-)

Hmm.

Brian and I still talk, yes. Do we still sleep together? No. Have we seen eachother in the past couple of weeks? No. Will it stay that way? God I hope so ( Read more... )

You finished at least the majority of your Nutrition homework AND got an 83% on your test ( Read more... )

Talked to my teacher about getting help ( Read more... )

I'm so FUCKING pissed off at you right now. You've breached my trust so deeply for your own satisfaction...its unforgivable.

There's a reason I've never done that before. I trusted you. You went and did it anyway. YOU PRICK.

So, I've come to my breaking point. I've realized I've lost control. Sarah is getting me a number to talk to someone professional about it. I wasn't completely honest with everything that happened last night...but it doesn't need to be discussed here. Just know I'm okay ( Read more... )

I need to let this go. Entirely.

Every single insecurity that I had IN the relationship when I knew Brian liked me and I knew he was mine has become 10x WORSE now that he's not mine but we still act like a "couple".

Sarah says that she feels nothing good is going to come from this.

I 100% agree.

I need to learn self control as soon as possible.

So I'm really ashamed of my behaviour yesterday ( Read more... )