So I'm done school and all I'm doing with my life is working and fucking around, enjoying life. I still have this massive crush on Nate, but I think I'll be okay getting over him because I'm finally realizing that he's someone who will only disappoint me in the end. Melissa and I hung out with Mark Friday night. That turned out alright. I think we ( Read more... )

I've started sleeping with someone new. I'm an idiot. He's cool and all, he's someone I can totally be buddies with and all, but I shouldn't be messing around if I want Nate to want me again. I'm so stupid about guys. I know I need to be good about the guys, but fuck if, I'm a horny person I NEED to get off with someone! I have super crazy intense ( Read more... )

Uh, yeah.... nothing better than total strangers anonymously having insight into my life. Fucking creepy, just write comments with your name. Pussy.

Yup, I am a boyless wonder. Not seeing anyone, not screwing anyone, hell, I don't even have obsessive crushes anymore. WTF? No, this is a good thing. I realized this weekend that I crush on assholes, so it's good for me to take a break. Doesn't mean I still don't want to fuck any of them. But then I would crush again and that's just beginning the ( Read more... )

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Having sex to the new faint cd rocks. Wet from Birth is a great make-out fuck disc. I hung out with Mark last night. I think we're starting things up again. I'm not sure what's going on, but I like him so much it scares me, so I'm just gonna chill and see how things roll. He'll be going to the faint show with me and Melissa (and Jeffrey!)

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So my suspicions have been all but confirmed about Mark. He texted me yesterday to set up a lunch date. Warning bells went off in my head already. People only set up lunch like that if you're either extremely busy (I'm not) or if someone needs to talk. He just wanted to apologize for dicking me over Sunday and he explained how sick he was with a ( Read more... )

Damn, it's been forever since I've updated, but I've been too busy/lazy to write. I'm seeing someone new. His name is Mark and he is the sweetest guy ever, but, unfortunately, I don't think I trust him right now. He's dicked me over Friday and Sunday night, and Sunday is our night together. He was with his friend Stacy both nights and I'm getting ( Read more... )