Last night I dreamt that Kierstan and I were at the shore and we were under a big umbrella that we had almost down to the ground so we could have complete privacy and we were making out and he was telling me how happy he was to be with me. Nice, huh? Then I woke up and was so sad because I know that I'm never going to get anything out of him. So ( Read more... )

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I stayed up until 1 am trying to resist the urge to drive to Philly to have sex with Kierstan. What the fuck is wrong with me? I am such a tool I swear. Though he does tell me how awesome I am so I'm a sucker for him b/c I do rule. I think I know for sure what our deal is together so I'm cool now. Crsuh will be put aside so I can rock his world ( Read more... )

So Kierstan and I are emailing again. Cool. Maybe I'm not done with him after all. I do know that i am NOT going to go crazy trying to get in his pants anytime soon. I've calmed down about that and I can totally be cool, until the next time I see him, then I'm going to fucking rip his clothes off. But I'm cool, I don't need him now. I'm just glad ( Read more... )

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i am so done with Kierstan. I totally like him and everything, but I know he's done with me right now. Sex was great, everything's fun and I wish i knew what was going on with us, but fuck it, I'm not subjecting myself anymore. I called him saturday and he was out somewhere so he said he'd call me back, no call. Fine, whatever. i email Sunday, no ( Read more... )

What do you look like?
...Whore

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I'm starting to get way obsessed right now. Maybe being fuck buddies with someone I really like is a bad idea. Or I can just calm the hell down because I shouldn't be going after a relationship now anyway. So I like the guy, he potentially likes me too. Just let things progress and enjoy the hot action.

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