So the bank is screwing us over now.  I guess you are supposed to be magically able to sell one house, with no where to put your things and furniture and no where to live, before you can buy the house where you are moving to.  They told us we could borrow the money for the next house before selling this house if we paid 25% of the difference ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is work again!  We took a week and a half off during the kids' Xmas break.  It was nice but also too long.  Tony is just playing his video game most of the day and the kids disappear to the basement to play and I feel like no one would notice if I wasn't around at all.  

Dear Dad ( Read more... )

I don't like to be paranoid and second guess myself.  If I go out to dinner with a group and then pictures are posted of everyone in pairs and I am the only one not shown, why do I even have to notice that?  They wouldn't have to invite me if they didn't like me, right?  And the taking the conference room out from under me.  And religious family ( Read more... )

Jerko Norweigan turd man.  I see what he did now.  He tricked me.  I'm a good person.  I was just kidding.  Tony is already back!  So much for livejournal.  Why can't I ever remember my password?

I am up, hooked up to my breast pump, while Tony, Summer, and Sierra are still sleeping.  It's raining and freezing outside, making pretty little icicles and deadly little roads.  I'm not going out today.  This year residency has been much, much easier so far, as it's all outpatient and I get real weekends again.  The 2 month stretch of maternity ( Read more... )

I was just looking at my email; nothing new tonight so I happened to click on saved emails.  There were a bunch from Gabriel in there.  That was so long ago.  I was so hopeless.  Once in a great while I wonder what those guys are up to.  It is weird to think they could be married and have kids of their own.  Somehow it seems like I'm the only one ( Read more... )

I'm retarded.  I decided not to go to the afternoon clinic I was assigned to today because I'm not feeling super great and I knew I'd only be able to be there a couple of hours anyway.  The idea of driving down there and parking and walking across the street and driveway area in the 105 degree heat and trying not to get hit by a car and all that ( Read more... )

I love my job, I love the pay! I love it more and more each day. I love my boss he is the best! I love his boss and all the rest. Etc ( Read more... )

So we talked about it last night. He said he started writing the journal and got into this mindset that he had to keep writing it. He claimed that he was stretching for things to write about and these were the things that occurred to him, that most of the time he was taking a stupid little thing that didn't mean anything and blowing it out of ( Read more... )