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[tulkas_forgoten]

I told her i loved her... shes the first one that i have came out n said it to and actually meant it.. i didnt have to say it back cause i felt bad or i was presured into it.. i said it cause i meant it truely... it wasnt to presure her or to persuade... just to inform... but now... its over... i loved her.. gave her my love.. gave her everything

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[eveningstareyes]

ben... i'm sorry... i heart you
~tracy

dont be

[tulkas_forgoten]

Dont be sorry... she did was she felt she needed to do.. she didnt wanna do it on prom.. she didnt wanna do it last night but she did cause she had to.. even though it hurt more cause she waited to tell me and lead me to think we were goen to be okay... but thats life..

Re: dont be

[eveningstareyes]

i guess its one of those things where no matter how hard u try someone still gets hurt
~tracy

there is still hope

[anonymous]

i happen to know from experience that no matter how hard the fall there will always be someone there to stand by your side look to your friends. dont hold on to little things they end up hurting you the most please as someone that knows you well dont hold things in let them out realse the pain you get mean when you bottle your feelings and you can hurt people to

Re: there is still hope

[tulkas_forgoten]

From someone who thinks they know me so much... your wrong about me... i let things out.. i say whats on my mind... its not the pain of the heart break... its the knowledge of the fact that... she was so close to perfect.. but perfect is boring... so i dont blame her... and im okay with just being friends with her... no matter how much it hurts... its better to have her this way then no way at all...