saw someone do this in one of their other journals once and I've always wanted to try and see if I could list that many random things about me, that aren't how tall I am or what color my eyes are ( Read more... )

HAHA! another oldie I found digging around in old journals!
this one is copied and pasted straight from my journal on helgon.net and it was written sometimes in the fall of 2005 when I was very fascinated with writing stories about hitmen for some reason!
this one didn't make it to my book but damn, I wish my book had taken this turn instead of the ( Read more... )

since I'm moving away,  I've been going through my stuff and I grabbed a paper with lyrics/random writing on it from an old booklet I had lying around at the bottom of one of my many cardboard boxes ( Read more... )

You wouldn't know me depression kicks in, when panic's attacking and I miss medicine
When my neck can't hold up my head and I just can't get out of bed
When you see me uncomfortably chain smoking, trying to force up a smile
Then I'm slippin' (slippin') again

And I don't wanna drag no one down with my problem
That's in my head
I'll probably snap out but I ( Read more... )

a complete list of all albums found on my itunes, an albums only.
I do have some songs by artists whose full albums I do not have but as mentioned earlier, this is an album-list!
wee! (some of these have been put on here so robert could use my ipod and listen to some of his albums since his computer doesn't work.)
here goes!

antiseen - eat more possum.
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Standing at the bus stop, she walks up to me with nothing but truth in her eyes (drugs) and says "did you see that?".
No.
2 years later, standing at that same bus stop, she follows me there again, saying "don't tell me you didn't see that?". 
I can see the extasy making your brain bubble.
Just a couple months later, she knocks at my door, all wrinkly ( Read more... )

1. ben weasel & his iron string quartet: happy saturday ( Read more... )

1. ben weasel & his iron string quartet: let freedom ring ( Read more... )

friday night.
town lights shining over the hill, bass blasting up somewhere in the house, not really sure where, but you can definitely hear it from the balcony.
the hallway is silent, the only thing that makes a sound is the elevator going up and down every now and then.
outside all the gangs are starting to gather.
"don't you people have anything ( Read more... )

no alarm going off today. atleast I couldn't hear it go off.  shit. it's 12 already.
getting up from the mattress. rubbing my eyes. make up smearing all over the face and hand.
smudge. the floor is colder this morning than it was yesterday. looking out through the window.
damn sunlight. raping my naked eyes. pick up some clothes from the floor and get ( Read more... )