I miss arlington the most when I am nauseous and I want someone to make me chicken noodle soup and give me ginger ale. and by someone i mean my mommy, all though I faked being sick so much as a kid that she's not so willing to make me chicken noodle soup anymore ( Read more... )

i hate when your best friend is dating the bane of your existance
and you really want her to be happy
so you have to smile and pretend that he's not the fucking spawn of satan
and completely self involved

I can read for fun for hours at a time
but as soon as a teacher assigns reading for me to do
my attention span becomes nonexistant
and i have to take a break every two lines to eat some oatmeal.

I like the strawberrys and cream flavor the best.

i am going to hunt down whoever got me sick
and then i am going to find the person they are closest to
and then i am going to cough on them....

so sometimes i can be a tad over dramatic

i've been patiently waiting for it to get better
and now i am desperatly wanting for it to go away
because I'm tired.

I went to the library with Kali the other day. I got 8 books. I may like reading more than I like getting drunk, at least with books I don't wake up the next day heavy with regret because I hooked up with a guy who smells kind of like cheese.

I am just joking.

I love cheese

its stressfull being mentally unstable. Exhausting. Tired, but I can't sleep. Tired, but I'm awake. Too many bulleted thoughts, organized neatly but not at all coherent ( Read more... )

my legs are cold and I am sad for no reason at all but because I didn't take those pills I am supposed to take so then I take them but it is to late and I am too sad.

I have lots and lots of homework to do
but I think homework is for people who don't have livejournal

To the percent of the time
that equals 75
i find myself in a state of deprived
emotionally I feel hungry
for food with no label
it cant be explained
or written down in a journal
but it can eat me alive
this feeling that feels me
about 75 percent of the time