so i was talking to my dad this afternoon ( Read more... )

i hate fucking sundays, i think i'm to low energy to use any excalimtion points. i spent the whole day waiting for dad or somebody to take me to his place. i just wanna slet my reasts and sleep forever, i'm so tried, so very tried. and i can't take anymore time off school. i'm such a disappointment. i feel so little, the font won't get any smaller ( Read more... )

COME TO SLIVER SEA TONIGHT! CONCERT! 2 $ THREE BANDS!

sliver sea is at congress and 6th street, next to hidra across from chicgo store! <3 natalie ps ( Read more... )

i'm at school again, good natalie *pat pat* i need to really go to school but it's just so tedus! but more and more like prison, you get through this year and you do your work and you do it will you'll have to be here for less amount of time. i'm such an idiot!
i'm trying to work on my malcolm x report but i think i'm lacking in any kind of forcus ( Read more... )

the only thing i'm good for is sleep.

it isn't working. i think i'm dieing, and if i'm not then i feel like i am....

i think i fucked up again. i should of gone to school today i just can't stand the idea anymore but i need to go. 6 more month or a year and a half more?

forget it. later, my computer isn't lets me download aim :( bye

natalie

i sleep thought almost the whole day again. come home after 3rd period and slept until and got scared because i thought it was 6 am and not 6pm and started getting ready for school and my mom pulled up and asked me what i was doing and then i realized it was 6 pm. o god i'm so sleepy, i can't get enough sleep. i got really dizzy and sleepy. maybe i ( Read more... )

i just finished reading this book called echo, it has to be one of the most beautiful books i've ever read and it makes me want to cural up in a little ball and never want to look at the world again and love everybody and hate them at the same time. such mixed emotions.

maybe i just want to much out of life.

maybe i just fuck things up so much ( Read more... )

watched shaun of the dead with desi and andrew lol good times. i had fun! expect for a jamed my finger and one of my toes. ouch, now i'm watching grand canyon. i love danny glover and kevein kline. good times. i wish that i could sleep and hang out with more of my friends. if i had my way all my friends would be living with me. i heard my mom on ( Read more... )

i'm so tried! lol but i don't really wanna go to sleep. i wore a corset for 3 hours today lol. it's was great. i really wish i could of bought it. it was so beautiful! wow i'm sleepy. i just got home and i woke up a 530am. jesus!
theres some kind of drama happening between my mom and her boyfriend. last night i woke up to them yelling at each other ( Read more... )

lizzie is having a party at silver sea tomorrow. she wants me to come and watch the store front for a little while she palys paino. i'm so tired, i need to choregraph something. i feel that i haven't. man i wanted to watch shawn of the dead but they don't have it at albertson, max said he's go rent it for me on his way back from work tonight. it's ( Read more... )