my dad was fan freaking tastic! though i was to kill my english teach so badly!but i go some kick ass cd's from the librarby! i have foo fighers, beck and ani! ani is playing tomorrow and eileen just now tells me she'd be willing to pay for my ticket! shit, well atleast i'm gunna watch hamlet tonight because hamlet is a sexy insame baster! and ( Read more... )

i'm iether making a new journal or making friend only because i don't need people i don't need shit after all these other shit!
should i
<3
natalie

I want to be in london so bad, I want to be out of here, I want to have my stupid high school diploma!

Lizzie gave me a kick ass braclet today for walking for at the shop to much. Hum,

I wish Devon would go to the park tomorrow, I miss hanging out with her. She’s such a cool person.

I wish I was asleep right now but I want to watch some of my ( Read more... )

( music gives be hope )

yeah that's funny

i feel like i'm unlearning everything, that i'm just getting stupider! i'd like to just give up but i'm being pushed by other people and i don't want to be so i push myself and i don't think i'm learning anything ( Read more... )

breakfast:a small cup of coffee, a granny smith apple and two large sileces of sour dough bread.
i'm happy, i wish i had a picture of it. :)

HAMLET IS STOCKING ME!!!!!!!!

…It’s sexy


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i felt released after i wrote this, then my parents made me feel like shit again

I wait for the bell to ring, my hour of release and I fly like a bird that’s longed to be set free from its cage it’s whole life.

So happy, I’ll be happy when that bell rings, free, I’ll have fun and be full of joy.

But why do I say this?

That bell doesn’t grant me ( Read more... )

CONCERT AT SILVER ON FRIDAY SEA !

maybe i'm just a bad person. maybe there a reason i'm losing all my friends. maybe i should just die. AARON IS COMING TO SEE ME! I'M SO HAPPY!.... carlo maybe asking me out.....
WTF?