yeah so all that stuff is just all my interests with colors but most of my interests are lover. i'm watching the dead poets society. one of the greatest films ever. i tryed to start working on my story. it's not happening. god i hate school to much. i haven;t started on my court dance. i'm so fucked. shit bbut i have to go to school tomorrow sadly ( Read more... )

i stayed home today i really should of gone to school but i didn't and now i need to get off and call dad really soon and tell her ( Read more... )

yeah it's all so confusing when your exboyfriend asks you if your seeing anyone and then you come home and get this email:

From : Sent : Saturday, November 27, 2004 6:43 PM ( Read more... )

hey at darcy looking for cool quotes, later
natalie

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did you ever feel that your life is scaled by your email account? i mean i came home and had no emails and i felt worthless. it's so sad.and i wish i had the reture of the king so i could watch gemblly get tossed. :) makes me happy thinking about it also makes me happy if i had a tv so i could watch bring up baby. it's a great life...oooo my ( Read more... )

blah, i want to get out of the house. did i tell you a got a new hole in each of my ears? i'm so bore. aaaaaaaahhhhh, you know it's kinda weird and scary, my grandmother on my mom's side told me that i was the looker in the family. which is totaly confusing, who was it that said that i have a pretty family? i guess i do. but i think sarah is the ( Read more... )

i'm not really giving thanks to anything this year, andi never really have, it's just an excuse to get together with my family and pig out. looks like i'm gunna have plenty of time to hang, chat and eat some food with my dad's side of the family before i take off with my cousin and go see briget jones which sounds like it's gunna be bad, but i'm ( Read more... )

i'm so bored, i'm watching the ten commandments until i get to tried to keep myself awake. gggggrrrrrrrr, so bored, i wish i had some friends to come with me tomorrow. well later

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i think shooting myself is the only soution, or going to the getto to get shoot at... i feel like such a bad person, i don;t know how to stop it ( Read more... )

i'm such a soltray creature, i never surround myself with to maybe people, i'm always on my own it seems like, even when i'm with people. hummm, maybe it's a curse of some kind. i think it is, i mean i can sit in a room full of people i don't know or do know, and iether way, i feel total alone. it's really quite sad. humm, maybe i'm just being ( Read more... )