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[turafala]

Its funny how you can have such a good time with friends and talk to people you know and care about and then come home and still feel so lonely. I am so lonely at this moment. Its hard knowing that there is this person I love that I can't be with anymore. And its even harder knowing hes hurting so much and I am the cause. But I know what I am doing

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[nitadhalink]

You should come over sometime. I miss you! You can call me whenever, the invitation is open. If I don't answer it's because I'm at work, but seriously - you could call me at 3 AM when you're too blue to fall asleep, and I will be awake and even possibly coherent. I do not lie. Take care!

[turafala]

Yeah, I almost called, but I fell asleep before I could. What are you up to this weekend?

[nitadhalink]

I'm working on Saturday from noon until 9 at Freddies (yay! last day!) and I don't know what I'll be doing Sunday at the new job. Friday after I get off work I'm having a few people over, Kim, Jared, Matt and Kandi, and you should be one of that number. I don't get off work until 9 though. So call me and bug me about it, if you're at a loose end.

[anonymous]

just so you know i'm here for you if you ever need to talk or what ever, get away and do something fun to get your mind off things, or what ever, i don't mind tears.

[pot_hunter_hudg]

that is me, sarah, i forgot to sign on.

[turafala]

Thanks, that means a lot. The same always goes for you too, just so you know.

[gonetojupiter]

i know you feel like the cause bc you were the one who did the breaking up, but really, he did the breaking up for you when he asked that girl to spend the night. i know it's hard but you are so much better than someone who does that do you. you deserve to be happy and TRUSTING of whoever you give your heart to. i am really sorry it's hard. it's just no good. i can't make it better, but i can always listen. if you want to talk, i am always here for you.