fart.

[turbo_slut]

I've got crap to do, but as usual during a time of high stress and anxiety, I focus my energy into other things. Like this.

I've got a few more weeks of school, but this unfortunately (or fortunately?) is not my last semester. I could graduate next semester, but with the shitty economy and really not wanting to enter the real world yet, I'm going

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[massamo]

believe me, i go through self esteem issues about weight all the time, and it's absurd, because i know i'm not fat. it's shitty, but the clothes that are popular and in fashion are clothes that are only flattering on thin people. so, i gave up on that and just started picking out clothes that worked with me, getting things from thrift stores and altering them so they work.

seriously though, the whole incredibly thin girl as attractive image infuriates me. it's not realistic, healthy, or even what is biologically taught as good for a mate.

also, if you got an internship in LA that'd be siiick. i've been trying to get something goin there for the summer.

[turbo_slut]

Yeahh I know, I just gotta keep reminding myself. It really is stupid.

Ooh really? What sort of internships you looking for? It would be nice if I got one in LA because my sister lives in Orange County, so I could sleep on her couch.

I've been looking for music industry related crap (mah major). Really interested in working with a music supervision company. The people that place and license music for films, tv, commercials, video games, etc. It interests me.

[massamo]

ditto to music industry stuff. i've been emailing with a person from filter magazine, but she's been flaky about doing the phone interview.

[turbo_slut]

Ooh nice. Good luck with that. Employers are really bad about scheduling interviews. I'd love to do a magazine. I'm minoring in journalism as well so that would be very cool. Hook me up! hehh!

[nixxxon]

I KNOW I'M SO SICK OF EVERYONE GRADUATING.
I'm graduating next semester. My school is shutting down after this semester due to financial issues. It's been hilarious.

I've actually JUST grown to love LA and I've been living here all my life. The best part about it is that it's easy to escape. You just have to know where to go. I'll be living with psycho family there this summer, so if you end up there I can give you tips.

The thing that sucks about being 4'9" is that when I am 115 pounds I am actually slightly overweight. Which sucks because I love eating. I'm supposed to be eating like 1400 calories a day or something stupid like that. Fuck that shit. And I think you've heard the horror stories about my dad vs. my body image. Anyway point being, don't feel bad about being self conscious. We all live in a fucked up misogynistic world where d-bags like Seth Rogen insist they have a sex scene with a hot blonde in every movie. Even the most empowered of us find ourselves comparing our bodies to Jessica Simpson's.

[turbo_slut]

So sorry about your university. I've been reading. I bet that makes it even more stressful to graduate.

And yeah I appreciate LA for its crap load of things to do. My sister lives in Orange County, so maybe that's why I get a negative spin a lot of the time. I just can't stand the traffic! I was there in September and it drove me up the wall. But there's a lot of good parts to LA.

And yeah what the hell is with Seth Rogen? When did this turn into an episode of King of Queens. I didn't see this last film, Observe and Report, but I heard he basically date rapes Annna Farris' character. Judd Apatow films are pretty misogynistic.

And as I've said before your dad sucks. Your body is awesome.