So I stayed in tonight. it was pretty cool. I watched basketball with Richard, then i went to his house then i came home. It was very realaxing and staying in isnt that bad.

I have this huge test today. It is a third of my grade all marking periopd and i need to do well on it. Its for engineering systems and we have to be able to draw a circuit to make some cylinders extend and some lights go out. I though this class would be a blow-off, and unfortunatly it isnt. wish me luck

Give me truth to my condition, its my own confusion. Am i out of my mind? I dont think i am but i dont think im not either. I'm inbetween i think. I never want to make the same mistakes.

I'm done and over. I don't give a fuck anymore, so I'm offically not emo anymore. I feel like i missed out on alot of stuff with friends, but no more i assure u. This break I'm not doing anything and I'm gonna just chill with friends and get ready for acts so i can kick ass and get the hell out of this town. Thats enough for now biatches ( Read more... )

Just as i was about to break free from the strnglehold of my feelings they came back tighter than ever. After school i met Sam's cousin (for some reason she wanted to meet me...). Seeing Sam was just a little reminder of how much i miss her. And then when i walked her to her locker Ditu came and he gave her a hug and i was shot with jealousy. I ( Read more... )

Lately a few of my freinds have really been there for me. There has been one in particular that nows pretty much just how im feeling. Thanks for listening and giving me all this great advice ( Read more... )

I need to stay occupied right now because whenever i stop doing something for more than 5 seconds i just start thinking about her again. There is definetly no reason for me to be so down because of this. I haven't been able to sleep the last few nights and that really sux. Last night was really cool. It was a good guys night. We went to the ( Read more... )

I know I am right to do what i did. But why do i feel so badly about what happenned. I cared so much that i was blinded to who u really were. I feel like shit and i shouldnt, so I'm not gonna anymore.

Something happened last night that i knew was going to happen for a while know. Why does it still hurt when you know its coming. I just broke up with Sam last night and I'm feeling like shit right now. Even though I knew it would happen I still wish we could have worked it out. Apparently it isn't that important to Sam because she feels that ( Read more... )

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