Closure?

[turiogalasiel]

It's been 4 months 1 week and 1 day since he left me and I'm only just starting to feel it. Some might say that is peculiar but I think losing love in any situation causes a certain kind of grief a lot like coming to terms with a death. I struggle not to think of him in everything I do, I find myself scanning the crowds as I walk through town

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[prayerdisturbe7]

I highly disagree with you on the last part. If you hadnt loved him those great memories that you still do have, you wouldnt have anymore. When Hunter and I broke up this last time, I didnt cry for about three weeks. I walked around numb and even to this day liking someone else, being attracted to someone else, is really hard to get my head around. He was my whole life and I spent quite a few weeks analyzing 4 years of "I did this wrong" and "he said that, so he must mean it". I know getting your heart broken sucks. I know more then you can ever know. But someday, you will forgive yourself, because I am sure it had nothing to do with you. And maybe you were too good for him. I am sorry that it's so hard. Big mental hug from Cali :)

[turiogalasiel]

Thanks Krysten, I'm sorry you got your heart broken too. I think I'm just going through the stage right now where I wish I had never met him 'cause all those happy memories are really haunting me and I wish they would go away! Soon though I think I will come to terms with it and be happy for all the nice times we had too.

Big mental hug back from Brits!! :) x