It's been 4 months 1 week and 1 day since he left me and I'm only just starting to feel it. Some might say that is peculiar but I think losing love in any situation causes a certain kind of grief a lot like coming to terms with a death. I struggle not to think of him in everything I do, I find myself scanning the crowds as I walk through town ( Read more... )

..oh joy, oh joy oh joy! I'm working in my favourite pub now! Had my first day and was most pleased, but then I was only there for two hours so haven't really had an intense shift or anything!! I'm in a good mood can you tell?! James and I are going to go to Morrisons (ugh...this coffee is way too sweet!) and then later I'm gonna watch Deal or No ( Read more... )

So how strange is this... for the first time in years I actually think I might enjoy Christmas! Last year I dreaded it even though it was my first Christmas with James.......well actually he worked Christmas Day and Boxing Day so we had our own "Christmas Day" on 27th. But I dreaded it though because I've always had a reason to dread it... just ( Read more... )

The car alarm has stopped and the second interview was much better!

Now it's just a question of waiting...and the possible choice between great job, great people and crap money or mediocre job, mediocre people but more money?!

Hmmmmm...

Yo. Long time no post.

I'm having a rather LOoooooong day and I'm a leeeetle tired.

So I quit my swish job a while ago to have therapy (well actually I pretty much was getting fired anyway) which was fun and now I gotta get a new one...just as swank if poss (well more swank rather than cleaning bogs at least). I've just been to one interview which ( Read more... )

Well well here I am again in the land of Livejournal. I used to blog aaaaall the time and now hardly ever. So what to write? An update I guess for anyone who cares to know what Laura is up to these days ( Read more... )

Wow...

This time last year I was in Las Vegas.

Now I am living with the most incredible man I've ever met in our own place in town with a GREAT job and less debt, no drugs, very little drink and all the happiness I can possibly need or want! It's amazing.

She looked into his eyes and saw her moment of reckoning. In one moment she had seen her past and the mistakes she'd made and seen a way to fix her broken heart but all that gave her was a reason to hold back. She could have straight forwardly kissed his lips and taken the reflected look out of his gaze but instead she reached for his hand and as ( Read more... )

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