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Skipped work, hip hip horray. It was actually fun for a while until tonight when talking with Marv it hits home how ridiculously weak the substitution of a phone call is. Get angry and depressed and weak feeling and want to fucking lacerate myself with self incriminations ( Read more... )

despite how you may or may not spell acclimation, i have some interesting thoughts about learning another language while emmersed in it. interesting to me at least ( Read more... )

when these weeks apart first started I would cry, feel torn apart (this i still do), be unbelievably sad. now, i get angrier and angerier, more and more tense...

four days til you

Yesterday morning due to complications with a heart bypass my grandmother on my fathers side died. Grandma Bea. A tough ol lady. Always poor, always working hard, married an alcoholic how passed 25 years prior to her. Her death was a release from a lot of suffering and limitations put on by the 82 years, but I still find myself hurting and ( Read more... )

Officially by date alone I am now 24...listening to the scratching of our kitten, U2, and discussing travel arrangements with Marv so I can travel to Tokyo overnight friday, slumbering towards him under the influence of seroquil.

The world is good.

some sort of awful joke that the end of a vacation actually arrives...

one week closer to returning to the states, and right now I am really really looking forward to that "bussom"

with the help of my astute fiance i have just sent off my completed resume with an inquiry about jobby job job

went to universal studios in japan to find that we'd take astroworld over it any day, but it was a good one time experience

friends are friends until they stop talking to each other

our kitten is really cute

job hunting is an elusive and fickle business

now it seems like a marathon to get to saterday

universal studios japan here we come

so for the moment i am flying solo as a kitty father. whats funny is that yesterday after an emergency vet visit (which was instigated from strange pus coming out of his pecker) we are suprised to learn that our boy kitten is actually a girl! For a fucking month we have been confusing her and us. Comically we were SO certain it was a boy, we ( Read more... )