I HAVE A NEW JOURNAL.

If you all don't fucking add me.. I'll puke or something.

incendiarywit

ADD.

Seriously.

I hate not having my journal added. Cause then I miss people. <33

I hate being miserable.

I haven't been happy in days. I can't stand anyone being around me.

I lost respect for my mother, she shouldn't have disregarded my feelings. I can't believe she did that. My own mother.

I want to breathe smoke.

Wow.

I could've saved $6,136.00 if I never started smoking.

do the smoker's math.

Wild.

Daniel - Thank you.

Things went downhill, then uphill. My parents started freaking at me, Pete because I huffed when he told me to get up from the couch so he could eat. We have three other places to sit. He started swearing and yelling. Then told me to go to my room. Little while after, Mom comes in and starts freaking at me over the cigarettes ( Read more... )

I went to the guidance counsilor today, and we talked all through Chem and even until after school. I cried a lot, talked a lot about things I just can't talk to my friends about. And she's the first person in a long time who actually wanted to listen, comfort and help me. She even started crying because I was, and she wanted to hug me, but said ( Read more... )

Seriously ( Read more... )

Worst morning ever ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, but these results are so accurate I -had- to post them.

you are mediumvioletred
#C71585
Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want ( Read more... )

Saw Brother Bear last night. It was cute + all sorts of gay musical scenes. YEAH PHIL COLLINS. Uh. I found $5 at the theatre, and spent it all on food. I ate a lot ( Read more... )

i absolutely ache for physical contact and affection.