i hate school so much. actually i hate my major. it doesn't matter how much i study i feel like still i don't grasp the concepts good enough. and to make everything worse i am surrounded by people who understand and care about the material, people who are motivated, people who have a chance at graduate school. i am barely going to graduate. that is ( Read more... )

The only reason anything affects us is if we allow it to. We can control our actions, our desires, our wants we can control everything it is just a matter of will we ( Read more... )

I know exactly what I want, but the reality is that perhaps what I want is not real. 
What I want is someone that doesn't exist. 
They may never exist...

But, I hope that I am wrong and find him one day
I also hope that I am worthy of being loved as completely as I desire to be loved

The only thing I know to do is watch and wait and so I shall...

nothing is how it used to be and it is scary to think that things will never be how they once were i guess the only hope is that they will be better one day

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
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today was my first day of college. and university life is alright. most of my classes are lame. i am looking forward to the human situation because i think we are going to dig into stuff that i have always wanted to know about. calculus will be fine because my professor is good even if the class has 450 ppl chemistry hopefully will be ok, if it ( Read more... )

So I saw the Island and it is so good. Especially because I had no idea what to expect. I thought it would be some gay movie abt a possesed islad anyways it was great. And I will never advocate cloning not that i did before but now I definately won't.

100 Questions For Your Answering Pleasure! I am not answering 100 questions but ill answer some ( Read more... )

I guess that everyone has a moment in their life when everything becomes so overwhelming that all you want to do is cry or run away from all your problems. i never thought this moment would come to me but it did and i could do nothing to stop it. i felt so helpless and out of control. up until this point i have never felt so strongly about ( Read more... )

1.favorite life moment-ah, geez, um yeah getting saved probably b/c without that my life would mean nothing ( Read more... )