i hate not being able to sleep ok that's not entirely true because insomnia makes for the best musical inspiration sometimes but whatever i'm tired right now and tired equal cranky equal pissed off equal not happy ( Read more... )

what the fuck kind of telemarketing scheme calls at 4 in the fucking morning ;lkfaslfa hosers. i am not in the greatest of moods i hate being woken up especially by stupid telemarketing schemers. grr what the fuck i am not happy ( Read more... )

would it be mean of me to wake nat up to talk right now because i think i really need to talk to someone about all this shit in my head.

i am all sorts of confused right now and i don't want to be.

what is this i have new icons rock well okay 2 new icons haha okay 1 new icon coz i had 1 of the 'new' ones before but whatever ( Read more... )

why is my brother's face everywhere i turn? i am slightly scared, okay a lot scared. hold me jess ( Read more... )

who is the freak that is still awake at 4 in the morning ahaha i do believe that is me. oh that's right i had to stay awake to watch pooh coz jess is watching pooh in vegas and we decided that if we can't physically be together we may as well do something at the same time together even though we are in different states and then that means we are ( Read more... )

jess has me hooked on the goo goo dolls again.

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i think i'm going to move here permanently. talking to jess has made me want to buy an apartment here for various and obvious reasons. before the underneath acoustic tour starts she's coming with me to find a place. rock. true i will miss mom's cooking and mom doing my laundry and mom cleaning my room and mom and the family in general but i think ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning only to find that the sun hadn't risen yet so i did something i hadn't done in years and sat on the hotel balcony and just watched it rise between the buildings and over the hill tops, it was serene and really kind of beautiful the more i thought about it and sat. it made me think about things. and it made me realize stuff ( Read more... )

taylor seems to think he is more man than me. hahahahahahahahaaha. taylor april fools was months ago ( Read more... )