again i haven't slept i'm not sure why but the insomnia is kicking in again and it sucks because i think i really do need to sleep on a couple of things. and if not that then i'm really fucking tired and need some down time. touring is great but there is only so much you can do with no sleep and a weak cup of coffee ( Read more... )

the shows are going pretty well still. touring is great because it takes my mind off things sort of and it is nice to know that at least ike doesn't want me to burn in hell for all eternity or i am hoping at least. which is a good thing because i want to go to his wedding we are still brothers afterall. taylor is a whole other story though hmm ( Read more... )

everybody hates me and yeah i guess i deserve it. but fuck i never knew how hard it was to be alone. even my own fucking brothers hate me. all i have is nat and you know i don't know how long she is staying anymore.

i feel so fucking alone

drag me off before i set my world on fire
out and gone the sun will never set tonightthe ironic thing is ( Read more... )

i haven't slept in over 36 hours i miss her and it's my fault. i've still been avoiding everyone including my brothers. i ran into ike on the bus the other night and it looked like he wanted to kill me so i kept my head down and kept walking to my bunk so i think it's safe to say i must be the most hated guy around here for good reason and i guess ( Read more... )

i've locked myself in my hotel room or isolated myself in my bunk with zeppelin and petty cds. i think someone up there is spiting me because when i turned on the radio the goo goo dolls were playing and that made me want to throw myself in the middle of traffic. this almost makes me physically sick and not just because i am hungover to hell and ( Read more... )

well color me shitty. on top of everything else aim will not connect well fuck you too aol ( Read more... )

so i sign on and the first email i get is all HAHAHA YOU HOMO YOU COVERED DIRRRTY. aha well thanks you know because there was no BLACKOUT and all whatever ( Read more... )

ahaha the most amusing thing ever is logging onto your own message board only to find that teenies are creaming their panties over never let go, hand in hand and broken angel from the ma concert. ahaha that is kinda hilarious ok a lot hilarious ( Read more... )

2 shows down and i'm psyched to say that they rocked the fucking house man. i was a bit apprehensive about doing the whole acoustic tour thing because we'd never really done anything like it but i dunno i guess we can really pull it off. so props to my brothers and i because hi we rocked hardcore ( Read more... )

i guess we forgot to tell everyone about the radio interview in nyc aha oops it went well or so i hear haha fo shizzle ( Read more... )