Fujii called me today. it made me happy. i wasnt expecting him to at all. cuz i was always the ones to call my boyfriend. and they never called me when they were gone. but he called while i was in the shower. cathy came in and told me he was on the phone i seriously ran out of the shower to grab the phone grabbed a towel and talked to him. i'll ( Read more... )

i wish i could just run away. or fall asleep til my true love kisses me. (cheesy, stolen from a fairy tale i know. shut up) but i cant. i cant run away because i couldnt do that to my dad. if he were still in sweethome i wouldnt even think twice about it i'd just be off. i'm sick of how they all talk about me like im a little kid. and i'm sick of ( Read more... )

niki and fujii and ian and aaron and my mom. aaron is coming back today though. niki got kicked out of my house and got sent to washington to the nearest relatives that can take care of her. fujii is off somewhere i dont know where fighting wild fires. ian is in europe. and my mom is in spokane. i have no idea when any of these people are coming ( Read more... )

stayed that night at ronnies last night. it was fun we played kareoke revolution. watched rose red. and cartoons.
it was fun.
played in the sprinklers at 11 at night with some random boy i dont know.
thats about it.

i only went to one class today. i didnt want to go to french because i didnt feel like it this particular morning. and so i went to bailey's art class with her and started a really cool painting that im giving to niki. after 1st i went to english and switched spots with cydney. (we had a sub) so i was cydney all class. and we played around the ( Read more... )

so... i really REALLY like this boy. and i'm pretty sure helikes me too. and he's the kinda kid that i would actually like to have a relationship with. whats wron with all of this. is that he's gonna be 20 in july. and i'm only gonna be 16 in 3 weeks. and he is scared of going to jail. and it makes me SOOOO sad. that im like shaking because im just ( Read more... )

So i stayed the night at jeremy's last night. that was fun... jeremy and i had fun in the sauna. and i have rug burns on my back now... ^_^;; but what i really want to update about is that... i need a job. a good job. and i need help finding one. i may have found one but... it may not go through. so yeah.. and this totally isnt a "oh i just want ( Read more... )

so.. apparently.. im a quick lay. thats all. i mean I knew that... but i didnt nessisarily need other people to know that. cuz now people are trying to set their virgin friends up with me. they're not setting me up with them they're being set up with me. theres a difference.

today i talked to emily alot. i havent really done that in a while. i miss her. she was my bestest best friend on the entire planet and i wish things hadnt gone about the way they did. but thats all in the past now i guess. aaron almost cried when he was talking to me last night. apparently he's really worried about me.. like about me getting ( Read more... )

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