Fujii called me today. he made me cry but he doesnt know that. and we're not gonna tell him. he said that it looks like he's gonna be gone longer than he was last time. we talked for a few minutes then he said that he just called to say that he loved me and that he missed me and he had to go.as soon as i hung up i started crying so hard.then aaron ( Read more... )

I went to the beach today. it was fun. I got sunburnt basically everywhere. and when i got back into salem. I called fujii and he told me that he was on his way to springfeild. so i dont know when i'm gonna see him again.

school had started up again. and it was south but.. it was like a brand new school. and it was round. and half of it was a grocery store. and i kept getting lost in the milk section. then one of the teachers came up and was like "you cant be in this part of the school right now." and i told him " dude... i have no idea where im suposed to be. and i ( Read more... )

My dad is drunk. So i'm stuck at niki's. and niki is on the phone. if she wasnt, I would have called emily by now. because I'm missing her alot lately. and i want to go home and call her. oh well my dad'll be by sometime. v.v and fujii is prolly off'd gettin drunk too.

So Yesterday Fujii pissed me off royally. We're going to the beach on sunday. Fujii and i, and niki and kyle, and ian. and we're going to newport to get ian's girlfriend sasha. well Fujii let his friends convince him to go white water rafting instead. niki yelled at him and he's going to the beach with us. which is good. the other day though i ( Read more... )

Ok... so.. my grandmother is being put into a home. soon. cuz they found one. and cathy is going and living with her. when they leave they might have to sell the house. which means that dad and i will have nowhere to live. my dad doesnt have enought money to get an apartment or anyhting at the moment either. so both of us will end up homeless or ( Read more... )

I dunno... I was just remembering old times. like summer of 2 years ago. and the cherry orchard. running around pretending to be the pokemon characters. blue jello rests. Rolling into bookshelves while trying to make fake commercials. Water bed. The house on cordon. Pretending to be mermaids. Pretending to be faeries. Pretending to be rich and ( Read more... )

Fujii came back very late on the 13th. so i hung out with him basically all day friday and then he stayed the night with me at niki's house. and on saturday he bought me a corset. which makes me happy because I'ev only been wating one since christmas.its black with gold dragons on it.its awesome.

i've decided that i am going to be going by a different name than the one that i've been using my entire life. Sandra. I like it. that is all. i got all of my ranting done in my old fashioned journal today.

so yeah... fujii called me. that made me happy.. but people kept trying to take my cigaretes right from my hand. which made me really really cranky and i was already pretty cranky. i mean when you get cra,ps so bad you can barely walk.. this is why i want to go on some birth control to stop my periods. every month i get cramps so bad i can barely ( Read more... )